Sweet Thots

2008-09-02T08:54:00.000+08:00

2008-07-16T00:14:00.001+08:00

Everything was fine until just now!!!!!! Damn fed up la.. Quarreled with my dad again over a game.. haha.

Come on la, it's just 2 times a week from 8pm - 10pm.. The worst thing is u play halfway he ask u off the com. WTH!

Its like giving candy to a child and then taking it away from him. >.<

Totally spoiled my entire day!

Poot Poot head signing off! =x

2008-07-12T16:47:00.004+08:00

As promised! My 1st Wala Wala Chilling Session!! Woots! Cheers!

2008-07-12T02:35:00.005+08:00

Woots, I'm up and blogging now because i cant sleep cos of a freaking irritating tummy ache!!!!!!!

Supposed Cause of Tummy Ache: Chilled Chocolate milk + Char Kway Teow!!

Lol, so guys, please dun ever eat this after a 7km run! :P

Hmm, someone called me @ 1 plus just now. Woots Congrats man! :P
Talking about relationships, i cant say that i have alot of experience in that area but its something that i would like to share. I mean here's what i noticed la, for some of my friends and I have experienced, it starts of with the usual meeting and chatting and then the best part! Holding hands! Haha, i still remember the time i held Cherie's hand.. It was back then in JURONG EAST LIBRARY. Woots, how romantic was that?

Haha!!! But still, things progressed pretty quickly and here's where i am now! hee hee.. ^^

The same goes for my colleague la. It's a freaking small world in SG i tell u! His GF is actually from the same JC as i am, somemore same batch de!!!!!! WTH..
Guess what, he also held her hand, and things progressed from then on! O_O Amazing? I don't know, but I'll let you guys be the judge! =P

Word of Advice for guys: Fight for the one you love! I don't mean literally getting into brawls or real fights, but stand up and have to courage to do things that you never thought was possible. Dun be some passive sloth and laze around hoping that the relationship will get better! ha ha! :P

Alright, I'm heading off to bed. Dear Lord, Please relieve me from this horrible tummy ache.......

I'll upload my Wala Wala Outing pics as soon as i'm done with this aching!! OMGGGGGGGG heeeeeelppppppp

*MEOW* |-)

2008-07-08T07:21:00.002+08:00

A short Blog before i leave for work!

Things to DO:

1. Need to start reading up on my year 1 chem Eng text book / CD-ROM. (back to basics!, cos if your foundation is rotten like shit, GG)

2. Find another running partner just in case! (Cos my current one loves to slack =P, *always account for variable change ya know! XD)

3. Communicate more with my parents (I hate talking to my DAD @ times, >.<)

4. Stop Cherie from being addicted to DOTA! ^^

I just love the morning Breeze! *Brrr* Cold yet refreshing!

Signing off,
Han the Slacker!

2008-06-29T14:04:00.002+08:00

I'm still recovering from a flu/ blocked nose! Man that sucks..

Gonna be back at work tomorrow. Tons of stuff that I just wanna say out here right now, but nah.. don't think its appropriate to do so. Something about results, expectations, relationships, etc.. =.=

Last but not least, I need to save up 3k for my year-end trip to KOREA/JAPAN.. T.T
Tuition?? We'll see about that. XD

Chilling on a Sunday Morning~

Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would bring me back to you
That someday it would bring me back to you

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave

Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave

But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I’m calling out to you
Singing someday it’ll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself home to you

And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow?

2008-06-18T16:30:00.004+08:00

Finally started on my marathon training! Ran 8.14km in 1hour and 9 minutes~~ Not a bad timing for beginners but can be improved la... hehe. Oh my, another 7 days before i start work.. One side of me is telling me not to work, but another is telling me to go for it! (because of the money?? hahha! My piggy bank is depleting like its jugular vein's been severed! lmao!)Anyway, I just did a personality test. Here's the results. Peace!

Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results

Sociability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Aggressiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	92%
Assertiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	51%
Activity Level	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	69%
Excitement-Seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	29%
Enthusiasm	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	51%
Extroversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	53%
Trust	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	73%
Morality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	75%
Altruism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Cooperation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	96%
Modesty	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	87%
Sympathy	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	59%
Accommodation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Confidence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	60%
Neatness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Dutifulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	45%
Achievement	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	85%
Self-Discipline	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	33%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	49%
Anxiety	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	59%
Volatility	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	31%
Depression	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	28%
Self-Consciousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Impulsiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	67%
Vulnerability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Emotional Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	48%
Imagination	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Artistic Interests	\|\|\|\|\|\|	13%
Introspection	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	72%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	80%
Intellect	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Liberalism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Openmindedness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	55%

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2008-06-08T00:07:00.005+08:00

Many things happened today.. Was on the bus this afternoon and i was reading the book Wild at heart.. It just so happened that i touched on the topic of scars. I never expected the Father figure to play such an important role in the upbringing of a child, be it guy or gal! Made me reflect on my own familiy background also. Cos you see things are like this.. I, supposedly an Arian, grew up to be a "yes" man.. with no opinion of my own. (so not arian like lo, extrovert become introvert!) Guess what, it's caused by the upbringing of my Dad. He doesnt praise me when i get good grades in school, doesnt support any of ur ideas or comments that you want to share with him. And no talking back to him in any way! No wonder i become like that la! But as Cherie explained to me.. life is imperfect~

I can't really hate my Dad for being like this.. because everyone is flawed. We were flawed to begin with, never perfect. I don't know why, but thinking back into my past is making my eyes all teary again. Crap! Guys cant cry! =S How i wished that there was someone who just understood me. Gave me encouragement when I really needed it.. but no there was no one (the least i expected from my DAD). Every thing you say is being shot down and replaced by his OWN opinions. Once in a while, he'll just comment:

"look la, your friend is doing better than you la. Going poly is better than JC. Go JC no use, poly 3 years come out + 2 years uni, is even faster!" Makes me even wonder why i went to JC in the 1st place.

Come on la, that's not even a compliment or wat lo! Always comparing me with the neighbour's sons la, daugthers, cousins. So now, it seems that i'm someone who strives for results? Why? Cos' maybe i'll feel more accepted by my frens i guess? But the truth is, i just want to be accepted by my DAD. With my current CAP of 3.0, I don't think im anywhere near 2nd class honours la. I wonder what his reaction would be if he knew that my CAP this sem was sucky as well... ZzZ. (super sad la)

But but but! Results are not everything (dunno who say one, quite a few ppl said that to me liao) and I can forsee a tough time ahead of me in Uni! But i know that i'm not alone anymore~. How good if life was a bed of roses! =hyper Work hard zhihan! Nothing is impossible! Rawr!

PS: Dad, i know that you'll never read my blog (cos i didnt give you the link anyway =PpP) But just to let you know that I love you! /kis

2008-06-06T09:40:00.000+08:00

After much consideration and discussion with my parents and online mates, I've finally decided to give up on the job vacancy at Nokia Service Centre.. Lol, I don't know if I've made the right choice. O well! who cares?! wahahah! XD

Come to think of it, I should have just regected the agent la. I'm too desperate for a job liao lo! Maybe it's cos' my parents have been nagging at me to get one!

Agent: Hi Zh, I've got a job vacancy @ .... the working hours are blah blah blah..
Zh: ooo *wa so long working hours*
Agent: Ya, and you have to work over the weekends. Are you keen on trying out?
Zh: Yes!! sure! *without going thru my big fat mind 1st* <--- kee siao!
Agent: ok! I'll transfer you to my other colleague handling this job vacancy, its at tampiness...
Zh: Oh ok.. sure np! *without hesitation again!* <--- hyper madness!
Agent: ok!.. cya tmr then. BB
Zh: BB!

What was I thinking back then? Haha! Anyway, I hope that the agent will give me another job la... Sian 1/2. O-o, I went for another run this morning!!! The distance was about 3km and as usual, run halfway lose steam liao! Rawr! I need a running partner >.< to give me motivation.. :P After the run, I did some 6 minutes Abs exercise which I found on youtube. Proved to be quite effective ~.~ *Too effective until my abs are aching. Lmao!

Should start on my vocal training ASAP! =lala

2008-06-03T22:10:00.003+08:00

I've Been reading this new book by Jeffery Archer.. So boring.. haha. Zzzz. Need to find more books! I think i'm going down to the library soon to find some books on investment~ incase i end up in the banking/ finance line next time round.

Today's WOE rocked again! We pawned Malice most of the time. 3 Guilds vs 1 and we still won! I'm so proud of my character.. wahahha :P Gonna start running tomorrow morning, maybe 5 km 1st ba =x , better not run too far unless i want my lower back to start aching again! ^^

Should i run when i get back home?? haha.. I'm MAD~~~~

2008-06-02T09:15:00.002+08:00

Woo hoo!

Cherie's back finally! LMAO.. Had a one to one talk with her last night. Seems like she's still too obsessed with her religion la. As such, she even wanted to return to me the ring i bought for her. WTH! Since i already gave you, then keep it lo.. why want to return to me.. ZZZZ. Quite upset la, but still, I have gone thru' worser times, so i held back my tears and said "no Zhihan, you cannot cry" or something like that =x.

Then came the weird part. She said, she had done too many wrong things blah blah blah, and don't deserve to keep the ring.. and has since set a new criteria. That is, her BF has to be a Christian and must be at an equivalent or higher standard than her! Obviously, i didn't fit into her new profile, so I was naturally out. Sian Man! After all these 3 years! Well, of course i didnt give up la... Tried to coax and reason with her la...

Don't know the outcome yet, but i just hope that she'll change her mind. I'm still trying to search the Bible part which says, oh your BF has to be a christian as well! Lame~ She said that she had consulted all her friends from the church in hongkong, and all of them said the same thing! Dammit! So many voices against one. How to win!
Anyone have any experience with this please email me k!!

Lame Agency! They haven't replied me since Friday. RAWR! I just called them up, and they mentioned that they would get back to me again! Sigh!, Looks like there's no work today. No job = no money. I'm feeling so POOR!

Ok! enough of ranting liao.. Later write some 1000 word essay.. Haha

/sign off!

2008-05-30T02:47:00.001+08:00

Looked up some horoscope stuff about my Zodiac Sign.. and this is the category i fall under!!!!

The Third Decan of Aries is also known as the Sagittarius Decante and the "Week of the Pioneer." The influence of the Jupiter, one of the secondary planets governing this Decan, can induce interesting externalized characteristics and personality differences but chiefly makes for a person who will be interested in mental matters. Here, the influence of Venus (the other secondary planet governing this Decan) tempers the Aries nature, but allows it to become rash and headlong, ready to adopt any cause because of sentimental reasons. This Decan of Aries denotes a pleasure-seeking character which should be controlled. Cultivation of the sincerity and generosity which Jupiter supplies is all-important. Many individuals who fall under the jurisdiction of this Decan are dreamers...dreaming of faraway places, ancient mysteries and miracles. While the strong drive supplied by Aries is still apparent here, these natives are able to modify their approach so they can adjust from a "hard push" to a "soft pedal" if the former appears inappropriate or not working as well as it might. These are individuals who are better able to cope with resistance than natives governed by the other two Decans of Aries. On a personal level, those governed by the Third Decan of Aries tend to remain rather aloof from others and indeed, the environment in general. While this may appear to be indicative of a distant character who is difficult to get to know, being somewhat detached enables these Aries individuals to maintain better control of their tempers simply because they do not let as many things upset them. They protect their freedom and may lead a nomadic life. Liberty to come and go, coupled with the need for personal space, is essential to the health and happiness of this Decan. Its natives cannot abide employment, lifestyles or relationships that tend to restrict or confine. In short, these individuals love to travel and learn and are blessed with a wonderful sense of humor and general optimism. Particularly effective when helping others through problems and negative situations, natives of this Third Decan are pleasant to be around and will most probably spend their lifetimes...on and off...working to continue their education, both formally and informally. Of all Aries individuals, it is those ruled by this Decan who are most likely to approach love with a light attitude. Consequently, they find it much harder to settle down. The motto of the Third Decan of Aries is "Promotion."

The constellation associated with this Decan is Perseus (The Hero), a beautiful grouping of stars which straddles the Milky Way from Capella (in Auriga) to the constellation of Cassiopeia. Perseus may be seen in the Northern skies from July through March. In mythology, Perseus was the son of Zeus and a mortal woman named Danae. Perseus' most famous exploit was to kill the Gorgon Medusa...one of three sisters who were so terrifyingly ugly that one glance from their eyes turned the viewer to stone. Using the shield of Athene as a mirror, Perseus severed the head of Medusa whereupon, according to legend, Pegasus the Winged Horse sprang fully-grown from her spilled blood.

2008-05-29T00:56:00.002+08:00

SUPER BORING DAY TODAY!

As usual, Hanz was practicing his CS 1.6 skills again! :P Hanz Managed to perfect his M4A1 aiming skills! *HeadShot FTW* Hurray! xD

Hanz is so bored today. Lower back still down with no sign of recovery. :( Hanz wans to run but cant.. *Sob*

2 more days to Dooms Day. WAhahah =3

2008-05-28T00:06:00.002+08:00

Crap. I'm down with a lower back ache when i ran today!!
*hmpf!* Lets see how it goes tomorrow. Better sleep properly tonight.. Haha.

Anyway, its only 2 more days till the results are released. I hope i get my CAP up this time round. Or else i cant even smell my 2nd upper honors.. NUUUUUUUUUUUUUU~~~~~~ Uni life is tough but nothing beats having to work. :P

Recently, I've been constantly bugged my parents to find a job. GRRR~~ I wan to slack!!! LOL. Anyway, I've just signed up with some agency to help me find a job. Hope i get one soon! Or else.... You know la.. /gg

Current Goals..:
1. Get gold for IPPT >>> 400 SGD /e2 /e2
2. Pull my CAP up to 3.75 at least!
3. Find a job >.< -- forced to find one actually. :)

2008-04-24T19:21:00.002+08:00

Took a personality test just now and here's what i got!

ISTJ - Business executives, administrators and managers, accountants, police, detectives, judges, lawyers, medical doctors, dentists, computer programmers, systems analysts, computer specialists, auditors, electricians, math teachers, mechanical engineers, steelworkers, technicians, militia members. Similar to the ESTJ, they have a knack for detail and memorization, but work more behind the scenes instead of up front as a leader.

Exams are next week! Work hard Zhihan~ ^_^y

2008-03-10T00:06:00.003+08:00

Finally one post after such a bloody long time. I'm here cos I'm frustrated! ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

ok. I feel abit better now! I hate it when i'm being ignored. Haiz. C told me that hey, you know, lets break up for now and we'll see when i come back to SG. In the mean time, you are free to date anyone u like. xD O_O||

Crap, i'm feeling like shit now after hearing those words. Haiz. What to do? Life goes on. I'm willing to wait but are u?

2007-06-27T23:38:00.000+08:00

Yippee,

Finally!! I'm in the mood to blog. LMAO~

Anyway, I just came back from my Grandma's Birthday party! Happy B'day to u Granny~ *Muacks* Haha ^^ Celebrated my Granny's Birthday at a restaurant at Harbourfront. :P

It's also been quite some time since i've had a buffet meal already. It was fun getting to meet my relatives and cousins again!! (Cos' I seldom keep in touch with them :( )
A pity my dear cousin Zhen Xian was still in Camp, so he couldn't make it to the dinner. *Grins*

Lotsa pictures were taken at tonite's dinner. I hope to upload them onto the blog asap, but i can't seem to allocate time for that. Blehz~ I'm just tooooo lazy i guess.

I'm just not in the mood to work for these past few days. Don't know why, but just no mood to work. Maybe cos my Last Day at work was supposed to be last Friday?!!! I'm just too good. Cos' I offered to help out at another department.. Sigh.. Now I have to work 2 more weeks till the 6th of July!! Crap man! Ha..

O yea, I've been reading up on my course in NUS lately. I figured I better start reading up or else I would be left behind again. I'm the sort of person who doesn't like failure. Everytime I do badly in something, I'll be compelled or pushed to do even better. Sometimes, I feel that I've been giving myself too much stress. Hmm, maybe that's the cause for all my breakouts!!

I've been thinking alot recently as well. It may sound strange to some people, but I actually do alot of thinking inside my head. Sometimes, you may think that I'm Stoning or staring into blank space.. But in actual fact, I'm just thinking of something. ^^

Sian, I'm feel so lonely these past few days.. Maybe cos' Cherie's gone to HK for her holiday. Haha. Then nobody to talk to also.. Sigh, I guess being the Only Child has its disadvantages after all. :(

For now, I'm just counting down till the last day of work. O yea, this Sunday is the MILK Run!!! At least there's something to do. Sorry Violet, can't go to Batam with you and your friends, cos' my friend book me for this charity event first :P
Have Fun!!!

I hope Cherie will get me lotsa goodies when she comes back to Singapore next Monday. Till then, its MSN and Ragnarok Online and Crunchyroll to keep me occupied. =p

Ciao~~~

2007-05-02T13:03:00.002+08:00

Guess what? Im blogging in office now! Wahaha :P

Anyway, its been once again a very long time since i've last blogged =3 I guess i dont have the enthusiasm and energy to blog anymore. Which is NOT a good thing!
Haha.

Woots, Cherie's holidays are near. Which is a good thing for her but not for me cos' i have to pay for all her MAPLE Pre paid cards!!!! OMFG... 60$ in total leh. T_T
Thats more than a day's salary gone! Haha.. But its worth it la. I hope thatthe 2x exp and 2x meso will motivate her and hopefully she will re-find the interest to play back her priest again. Cos she's too fickle minded le. Always train half way den give up. >< In the end, i have to do the training for her..

Had a wonderful lunch just now. It's great w/o all the big bosses around this week. O_O haha. More relaxed environment to work in i guess. Ok i better get back to work le. Hehe. =p

2007-04-19T21:50:00.000+08:00

Ok, haven't been blogging for a Very Very Very long time. Lol. Not that i dont have the time to do so, it's just that i'm lazy. Haha. Anyway, worked Overtime today. I dont really like to do OT cos it sux~ but I'm paid 1.5x more so that should shut me up. O_O

Super tired now. Going to sleep already. Partially because I've been sleeping at 1 am for the past few days. And its draining my energy. And I kept doozing off at work today. :P Thankfully my boss didnt see me. Or else i would be fired already. ^^

Good nitex!

2007-04-08T22:28:00.000+08:00

Wat a boring day today. The weather is hot and humid and it's been raining since afternoon. Damn! I can't go for my run already. Ah!!!! so UNFIT already. Man, I think I got to start running tomorrow morning. ^^ Tomorrow is Monday and I still don't feel like going to work. Haha, I guess admin work is not my cup of tea afterall. :)

2007-04-01T22:38:00.000+08:00

Basically, the whole of today was Mapling, Mapling and more Mapling. Don't know why I can spend so much time on Maple but yet so little on other stuff, e.g. packing and tidying up my room. Rofl..

Anyway, I had a relaxing jog today. Yea, feel so shiok after every run, must the endorphins... heh. Crap, Dear sent me this stupid April Fool's Day SMS. Very Lame.. Wahha, I think I'm gonna forward it to all my friends later on. =X

2007-03-31T07:24:00.000+08:00

Thursday

Went to catch Mr Bean's Holiday. In the end, the theater had some technical problems, sigh. Why do unexpected events always happen to me. Haha. Man, you could really see the true faces of people from that incident. There was this disgruntled patron. I dont know whether he's trying to show off to his girlfriend or wat, but he acted like whoa, u owe me something man. And Im not happy! Crap, I hate this kind of people!! So show off~ Who
does he think he is man! You should be glad that the management already decided to allow you to change the tickets to watch the show again. ^^ Thats why i say, people never really truly understand the meaning of self content. Sigh..

Friday

Haha, Went out with dear dear to X-Zone at Jurong East Entertainment Center. Guess what, we played our favourite game again!! It was House of the Dead 4!! Hehe. As expected la, we only managed to last till stage 3, and that was after we continued the game once. I guess my gaming skills are starting to wear off, and I haven't been practising for quite some time as well. After that, we went back to her place for dinner~~. Had a wonderful meal with them!! ^^ Next up, we watched Supernatural. It was about this two brothers who had the ability to see spirits, and that they used this ability to help others around them. Yea, it was interesting but I had to run off half way, cos' my DADDY started to nag again. Haha, always nagging at me .... Sometimes i just can't stand his nagging. I mean, AFTERALL, I'm gonna reach 21 SOON.... Why can't he just treat me like an adult. He's always forbidding me to make friends, go out with friends, etc. That made me a LONER during my primary school and secondary school days. And it really caused me alot of damage, not just physically but emotionally too! But I'm starting to change, I guess...

Enough said, I wan to sleep now, and get my zakum helm this weekend :) Nitez!

2007-03-27T19:33:00.000+08:00

Today was a boring day as usual.. But i've kinda accepted the way things were meant to be. How lively can it get in the office right? ^^ Anyway, I had a 2 hour lunch break today. Wahahah, cos' i was talking to my boss in the pantry. :P I think I should do that more often. Heh.. Anyway, it's raining today, so i can't go down to exercise. T_T
But my dad said, we'll be going down to exercise tomorrow. Haha. But its kinda irritating when your folks wake u up at 5.30am in the morning! Hope it doesn't rain tomorrow as well.

Was watching the TV just now, and i caught a glimpse of the GRASSHOPPERS. Omg! Chao Meng is actually making a come back! Wahaha, its so LAME. I mean, they were in the generation of our parents. Feel like laughing already. :) Anyway, I'll be going down to catch Mr. Beans Holiday tomorrow evening at suntec after my work. Hehe, got free tickets again. :P

Got to go for dinner already, so I'll stop blogging here for now.

2007-03-25T23:10:00.001+08:00

Decided to go down to exercise cos' i really have nothing better to do at home. :P
Lets see, I ran for 2 Km and did some static exercises. All in all, it took me a whooping 45 mins T_T. It's actually quite fun to start exercising again, reminds me of the time when i was serving my ns. We had to wake up at 5.15 every morning and report downstairs for morning pt. Life was tough back then yeah. ^^

Recently, my mum has been talking about going overseas in March. She's intending to go to Hokkaido. Made me go O_O. Haha, cos' it isn't cheap to go to Japan for holidays. Both of my uncles have been to Hokkaido, and both gave 2 thumbs up, especially the food!!!

Stuff that they recommended:
Kobe Beef
Flower Crab

I won't know for sure whether my mummy is really going ahead with it or not. But I'm keeping my fingers crossed at the moment. Tonight was a disappointing performance. Haiz, I wasted 500 ramen and 100 power elixers. In the end, I didnt manage to help my friend get the Zakum Helmet. So sad now... (Note: Fyi, I'm talking about MapleStory)
My day was just ruined. T_T O Well, tomorrow is MONDAY! Goodness gracious MONDAY! @_@
And I have to go back to work already. Hope tomorrow no Monday blues. Haha. Good nitez.

2007-03-25T23:10:00.000+08:00

Decided to go down to exercise cos' i really have nothing better to do at home. :P
Lets see, I ran for 2 Km and did some static exercises. All in all, it took me a whooping 45 mins T_T. It's actually quite fun to start exercising again, reminds me of the time when i was serving my ns. We had to wake up at 5.15 every morning and report downstairs for morning pt. Life was tough back then yeah. ^^

Recently, my mum has been talking about going overseas in March. She's intending to go to Hokkaido. Made me go O_O. Haha, cos' it isnt cheap to go to Japan for holidays. Both of my uncles have been to Hokkaido, and both gave 2 thumbs up, especially the food!!!

Stuff that they reccomended:
Kobe Beef
Flower Crab

I won't know for sure whether my mummy is really going ahead with it or not. But I'm keeping my fingers crossed at the moment. Tonight was a disappointing performance. Haiz, I wasted 500 ramen and 100 power elixers. In the end, I didnt manage to help my fren get the Zakum Helmet. So sad now... (Note: Fyi, I'm talking about MapleStory)
My day was just ruined. T_T O Well, tomorrow is MONDAY! Goodness gracious MONDAY! @_@
And I have to go back to work already. Hope tomorrow no monday blues. Haha. Good nitez.

2007-03-25T13:03:00.000+08:00

Ok, Here goes nothing ^^:

The Issue of Ageing By Daisaku Ikeda

'JAPANESE society stands on the cusp of change. From this year, large numbers of the post-war baby-boom generation will reach retirement age. The country's over-65 population already stands at 25.6 million, more than 20 per cent of the total, and his percentage will continue to rise.

But the heart of this issue is not in the numbers. The problems of ageing present an opportunity to rethink our social and personal lives in order to ensure the dignity and welfare of each individual.

Recognizing and treasuring the contributions of older people is essential to the long flourishing of any society. As a country undergoing this demographic shift with exceptional speed, Japan has the opportunity to show a positive example of creatively responding to this challenge.

In a recent survey of members of the baby-boom generation, two-thirds of respondents expressed anxiety about the future. Besides economic issues such as the adequacy of pensions and the cost of living, they voiced concern about their health, their ability to care for parents, etc. There is a clear responsibility to respond to these voices wit sensitive and effective public-policy measures.

The same survey, however, also points to positive attitudes. Although only 15 percent of the baby-boom generation are now engaged in volunteer activities, six in 10 said they hoped to do so in the future. And almost eight in 10 looked forward to developing deeper relations with their neighbours and community.

I believe such attitudes - the desire to work for the benefit of others and to strengthen the bonds of community - can ensure the vitality of an ageing society. Individuals who feel needed and strive on behalf of others can keep their youth and energy.

There is and Eastern maxim that when we hold up a lantern for others, our own way forward is lit. Sincere efforts to brighten our surroundings return to illuminate our final years with dignity. A genuinely happy person is one who has rendered others happy.

I believe youth can last a lifetime. Inner youthfulness is not a matter of physical age. Rather, it is determined by the passion with which we live, the enthusiasm with which we learn, the energy with which we advance towards our chosen goal in life.

Some 30 years agao, I exchanged a series of letters with the well-loved novelist Yashushi Inoue (1907-91). In one unforgettable passage, inspired by the sight of children setting off to fly kites during the New Year holiday, he wrote: "I feel the need to send something aloft - a kite perhaps - to raise it high into the sky, to let it dance madly in the buffeting winds."

In another letter, Inoue wrote that with age he found himself increasingly drawn to the fierce mid-summer sun. The image of striding through such heat, he wrote, seemed to symbolize the urgent determination to accomplish something - which is actually the ony proof that we are alive.

Inoue was suffering from cancer and had undergone major surgery when he began writing his final novel, Confucius. For the next two years he continued to work on this novel, which sheds light on the humanity of the Chinese philosopher and his disciples. I recall him sharing with me these words: " There is no greater joy than to write one's best work in one's final years, when you are coming to fruitation as a person."

Do we view old age as a period of decline ending in death? Or as an ascent towards the attainment of our goals, towards bringing life to a rewarding and satisfying conclusion? A subtle difference in our inner attitude can completely change our experience of these years.

No one can avoid death. It is only when we become clearly conscious of our finitude that we earnestly consider the question of how best to live, how to make something truly valuable of our lives.

The ideal old age might be likened to a magnificent sunset. Just as the deep red of the setting sun holds the promise of a beautiful tomorrow, a life well lived conveys the gift hope to future generations.

But all of us have something we can leave behind. this is the unique and indelible record of our lives, the mark left by our soul on the world. The degree to which we are satisfied with our lives is something only we can judge and be responsible for.

The challenges of an ageing society are not limited to questions of policy. They are a chance to reconsider the very intimate question of how we choose to live our lives.'

Wahahah, Such a long passage. I'm sure everyone would be bored after reading this :P

2007-03-25T12:46:00.000+08:00

Looks like i haven't really been posting since 2005. Man, time really flies when you're in the army. Life hasn't really been easy for me too. ^^ Anyway, i should really stop talking about the army. =D

I think I'm going to start blogging again. Don't ask me what for?! Just feel like writing down my thoughts that's all.

Ok, Today was an enriching experience down at Senja Soka Centre. We started off with our morning gongyo and ended off with a 15 mins vigorous diamouku. Anyway, as usual, Mr Michael Yap , our vice general director of SSA, started reading to us the daily guidance from Our General Director and it was about the mind and body.

Quote: "The Mind and Body are two but not two"

Sounds quite chim for some, but he goes on to explain. ^^
Basically, this means that the mind affects our body and vice versa! I shan't go into what he said later, but this is the gist of today's topic.

O yes, I just found an article written by Daisaku Ikeda, the president of Soka Gakkai International, on the Straits Times, published on the 19th of March 2007. So what i'm going to do now is basically type this lenghty passage out!! :P Hope you guys will enjoy it!

2005-10-10T22:36:00.000+08:00

Quite tired now, so i'll keep this short. :P Well, i haven't been blogging for quite some time now.. Ever since I started NS, i didn't have much time to blog. Haiz.. Anyway, I'm leaving for taiwan tomorrow. I'll be gone for 3 weeks this time round. Gee, i really miss my friends and family. Alas, the final hurdle. I'm really exicted yet a little worried. It's going to be tough but i'm sure i can overcome this obstacle. :)
Well, gotta sleep for now. To all those who are having exams this year, Good luck and work hard~ . ( you need more hardwork than just luck ) :P Have fun guys! miss ya all
*muacks*

Oh yeah, rong (shoot)? oh i think i've added u liaoz. heh.. must add me also and rene. :)

2005-04-24T08:27:00.000+08:00

Back for the weekend today.. heh.. Sianz.. Just came back from a 4 day field camp. It was really very tiring and i got alot of sandfly bites :(. My hand is itchy so badly now. :P Going to take my essay test at NUS today. ha.. Hope i make it worx.. ;-)

2005-03-26T16:00:00.000+08:00

Eh ok.. I'm back! :P It's been a very long time since my last post. Time really flies dont u agree? Anyway, I got posted to SISPEC after my BMT.. For those who dont know what SISPEC is, it stands for Suffer In Silence Plus Extra Confinement.Haa.. Just kidding!~ The real meaning for SISPEC is actually School of Infantry Specialists -.- .I managed to survive the first week, though i do not know whether i'll survive the next. Guess i better start training for the intense physical activities to come... Heh.
Life is not as bad as it seems in SISPEC.Maybe because I got posted to Delta Company(Coy). Haha.. So far, we've already gone for 3 canteen breaks :P. Can't wait to graduate from BSLC.. argh~! Another 9 more weeks to go. Come on, I can do it, right? =) 'With pride I lead, SISPEC!'
Enjoy your week guys! Hope to cya all again. :P

2004-10-20T13:48:00.000+08:00

haix.. Still sick at this moment. What's happenening to me man! I can't be sick at this point of time. Not at the day before my GCE A level bio prac. Argh. Just hate it. Anyway, my NS enlistment date is on the 7th Jan 2005. =P Heee, so those who wanna send me off must come early worx. (like if there's anyone to send me off) Sianz, still have to wake up super early that day lor. Got to reach the jetty at around 8 am!! And it's at Pasir Ris lo. Crap! Ok. I think I gotta get back to study my Bio le. If not later fail how? lolx ^-^y Ciao~

2004-10-10T10:44:00.000+08:00

haix.... so many things have happened.. dunno what to do.. Anyway, haven't been blogging for a long time. Just dun feel like blogging for a while. Lemme see, i'll be going to Bukig Panjang Plaza today to study. Can't really seem to concentrate while i'm at home =P . Well, I better get changed and eat my lunch before i go out le. Cya~

2004-10-02T14:04:00.000+08:00

Hmm, haven't been blogging for quite some time already. Too busy i think.. Anyway, went out today to renew my passport. Eeks. My picture in the passport needs to be changed.. I look too young.. ARgh.. Yup, I'll be going to Australia this December after my A's. :) I feel very tired these days. Maybe it's because of studies and everything or maybe it's because I was thinking too much le. :P Managed to get to sleep around 3 am last night. Now my body is aching... *pain* Couldn't sleep well last night. Haix.

Got back my prelim results already.. I did not achieve my target.. which is 2 As and 2 Bs. I should have gotten an A for math. But no! I didn't. Argh.. I think I got 1 A and 3 Bs this time round which is mediocre compared to the rest of my classmates who were getting at least 2 As and 1 B. *sobz* That's why I decided to sign up for the night study programme which starts after the 14th of Oct. Hehe. Must work hard this time round. I cannot afford to make any more mistakes for math, which is supposedly my strongest subject. :( Ok.. I think I better get more rest. My body is still aching *grumbles*

2004-09-27T23:12:00.000+08:00

I'm very very very tired.. Too tired to think about anything right now. I think it's partly because of the grades that I got for my prelims, especially my Math... I was supposed to get an A! What was I doing.. Feel like slapping myself on the face. :( .. I just can't seem to get things rite. I'm good for nothing?! *Bish*... Why do I keep thinking that. Haha.. Must be more optimistic. No way am I gonna let this be my hurdle to prevent me from getting my A's.. Must work extremely harder this time!

Must work hard.. Must work hard... .... ZZz... Must... ZzzzZZ *fell asleep*

2004-09-26T02:15:00.000+08:00

*yawnz* I'm so tired.. Just finished around 3/4 of my article. Haix.. have to hand it up by next week so i better finish this as soon as possible.
*Ache* My body is still aching all over from that badminton match on Fri *ouchie* I think I haven't been exercising in a while that's why. :P The break is over and I have to get back to studying already or else I'll lose the momentum. Tsk tsk, won't want that to happen would I?

I'm quite worried about Math. Miss Wong said we did not do well this time. Super disappointing lo. I'm scared that I won't get my A *sob* Just got this bad feeling after hearing her words. *shivers* Well better not think too much about it le or else I'll have no MOOD to do anything. Ya. I'll just coop myself up at home and slack the whole day.

School term begins on Monday. I'm really looking forward to school! Especially to the day when the new timetable is out! Keke.. I guess I'll be able to study for even longer a time period after the new timetable's out. :) My parents are expecting me to do well for this prelims but i seriously doubt so. I'll have to work harder for the A's. Hmm let me see. Tomorrow I'll finish that article and start revising on Math! I need to brush up on my Math. I think I've lost my touch le :(

Ok it's getting really late. Gotta be up early tomorrow. Cya~

2004-09-24T09:26:00.000+08:00

Don't really know why. But I just cannot get to SLEEP since last night. Woke up.. Did some editing to my msn. Thought that it would tire me out but no.. Just could not put myself to sleep. Dad came in at around 3 am. He couldn't sleep either. Argh! I think my whole family has insomia or wat?! Ok.. Finally forced myself to bed after he nagged at me. Still I think I only managed to get some sleep before i was awaken by my Dad.. to eat breakfast and do my morning prayer. ZzzzzZ.

Don't feel right today or at least I think so for the time being. *Finishes drinking another can of coffe*. -.- Zzzz . Gotta get ready for today's match. Hmm.. must try out my new racket.. *blehz* Haven't used it since Dad bought it for us like months and months ago? Ha... I think I'm gonna have a cold shower this morning.... I really hate myself..

2004-09-24T08:19:00.000+08:00

Love is something you can't describe
like the look of a rose,
the smell of the rain,
or the feeling of forever.

- Kristen Kappel -

2004-09-24T01:28:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry.. I fell asleep while waiting. But I guess I'm too late le... Haix

2004-09-23T17:29:00.000+08:00

Today's the last day of the prelims. Wee! Haha! *jumps around in the room* Yeah. It's been a long and tiring 2 weeks not taking into consideration the amount of time spent studying for this exam! I just want to rest for the time being. Not wanting to see any books for the next 2 days. Heh. Well, but I'll get back to studying after that. Don't want to lose my momentum. ( As what Miss Ng said )

Till now I still cannot figure out what I want to be when I grow up. Yes. It may sound ridiculous. But it's not. I'm studying all the sciences but I just cannot make up my mind. *sighs* I've given some thought about it. Maybe engineering or teaching? I just cannot imagine what I'll be when i grow up. Hmm.. Ok. Had a really great time with her today.. Haha. We were watching Prince of tennis. I just love to look at ryoma echizen when he was a little boy. So cute! Yup.. :)

Argh. Still have to start on the article. Miss Seah asked me to write an article on the Maths project. CrapZ. I haven't started yet. Oh no.... I'm just not in the mood to do any work today because of something which happened yesterday. *sighs again*
Gtg for now. Cya later at nite~

2004-09-21T20:18:00.000+08:00

Nowadays, I just feel so tired. Don't really know why but just tired. I guess it's all the work that's been stressing me out, slowly draining away my sanity. Now I just feel like sleeping. I wish I could fall into a deep sleep... but nonetheless I still have to study for tomorrow's physics paper. Crapz.. Haven't studied much. Hmm, went to Bukit Panjang plaza again. Although there's nothing much to see, I must say I enjoyed the time spent over there.

Hmph! Cherie scared me today at BP plaza. I was busy looking at the comics when some one just came up behind me. Like a panther surprising his prey. Haha. It almost scared the wits out of me. :p You should have seen her giggle all the way till the bowling centre. Wow!! Wee Jian is getting better at bowling.

Ok.. gtg le. Got to study for my physics. Will come back tmr to complete my blog..

To be continued.................

2004-09-20T23:45:00.000+08:00

It's a busy day today. Right after physics paper, I had to rush home to change. Today's paper was relatively easy. However, as usual, there were careless mistakes made here and there. Things got more complicated when I got home. Argh.. Mum was rushing off to work so I had to help her with the household chores which definately took up much of my time. So in the end. I was late again. Ya. It takes me about 45 minutes to get to Jurong East which is quite long. Sorry~ made you wait again.

Ok.. This is so strange. Cherie was complaining about this guy who kept sitting on the sofa even though she put her things on it already. And she was like " faster come down.. I dunno what to do with this guy" Ok.. So i made my way down to the library. And soon after my arrival.. this guy just packed up and left. Amazing huh!?
I was like still thinking " how am i supposed to get this guy to leave " Haha.. Well, I got to sit on the bean bags today. Finally! After so many study sessions.. It's soo comfortable. As in your back and feet do not hurt. Yeah!

Well.. Alot of things happened after that la. For instance, we happened to chance on an on going ice hockey match. It's the first time I've seen a live match. It was really interesting. I must say that it's a little dangerous too, since the puck kept flying out of the arena. Phew, luckily didn't hit me ah.. Or else got one big bump on my head already. Haha.. Crapz. Ok getting tired le. Gtg sleep or else cannnot wake up tomorrow le. Ciao~

2004-09-19T21:52:00.000+08:00

I'm tired. I guess it's because I've been out the whole day attending tuition lessons from 11 am in the morning all the way to 4.30 pm. It was so sweet of her to offer to help buy me lunch today. :) Thanks~ If not I would have already been eating chocolates throughout the whole lesson. I really wish that this Prelims will end soon. I don't want to give myself too much stress either. Later all the white hair come out. :p

I also want to get over with my A levels once and for all. Yeah. Must chiong all the way le. Recently I feel that I have this craving for chocolates and sweet stuff. Don't really know why either. I just find them sooo nice~. Just finished Physics revision. I really hope that everything turns out well for me tomorrow. I am already disappointed in my Chem practical results and I don't want to disappoint myself again.

Ok, got to go rest already. It's been a long day. Yeah, I think everyone is busy studying out there even right now. Well peeps, just don't overwork yourselves ya? *Yawnz* I think i better get going le! Crapz.. I'm glued to the com. Argh.. somebody help me? All the best guys. Ciao~ Sweet Dreams

2004-09-18T20:07:00.000+08:00

It's been a long afternoon... I don't feel productive today. :( . Went to the library this afternoon to study only to realize that the library closes at 4 pm today because of some staff event. Crap.. Back at home.. You know la.. I can't really concentrate. Cos' I'll either be using the com or I'll be talking to my parents... so.. ya.. you know what I mean. Hmm. I think I've only managed to study till sexual reproduction in flower plants. I'm still far behind. Tomorrow I still have to study for physics. Argh.. Stress..

2004-09-17T20:22:00.000+08:00

Hmm, super pain that day.. argh.. Well.. i hope the pain goes away forever! Eeks.. Imagine 3 doctors cross examining you one at a time. So pain.. Haha. Aiyoh.. made her worry. If i had known, i shouldn't have msged her that night. Should have waited till next morning. Caused her to worry for me.. Haix.

Got back my Chemistry practical paper today. I guess i had this feeling. I knew that i would not do well for the paper. Made alot alot of mistakes here and there. My practical skills are getting rusty. I've let Mdm Leow down. *sobZ* But there's still hope. The A levels practical should be easy according to her. ( Cos' it's the last year already ) :p Sometimes i really wish that i could help her in her studies. Really feel so bad if I'm the cause. Must push you le.. Make sure you get A for chem. haha.. Just kidding la.. I won't force you..

Hmm, now downloading naruto. Haix so long didn't watch anime le. I remember that i shed a few tears during episode 100. It's about Rock lee. He's badly injured after the battle. And the fifth hokage told him to give up the hopes of being a shinobi. His mentor finally persuaded him to go for the op. which only had 50 percent chance of survival. Ya.. and the mentor said.. " If your op fails. I'll die with you. Remember.. I'm your mentor. I said that I would train you till i die " Really very sad lo. :(

Haiyo.. I think i watch too much anime le la. Ya, and we went out today.. :) I enjoyed every moment of it actually.. Heyz.. don't be too sad le k.. Let's work together to our goals in life. :)

2004-09-16T06:42:00.000+08:00

Hmm, i just could not get to sleep no matter what. Well, i only managed to get like 5 hours of sleep. And i don't really know why i woke up suddenly at four am in the morning.. Haha.. Crapz. I'm tired.. * yawnz * Did alot of things this morning. I just hope that i'll be able to concentrate for this maths exam. It's extremely important to me lo. Haix.. Think i better go le.. Hee~ by the way, i'm blogging in school. Got to return this laptop to Miss Seah as soon as possible or the lab technician will start nagging and her le.. Haha.
It's almost time le....

2004-09-15T20:18:00.000+08:00

Yeah, I'm back home le. And i don't seem to see Pa and Ma around anywhere. I think they're at Mac now. Hehe. So, here's my chance. Better blog now or never. Mmm, the food's just delicious! Well, went studying again today. Same place -- "Lao Di Fang".
I grew up in JE and left for BP. Now after 3 years, I'm finally back. :p . I really miss the good old days,especially my Primary School mateys. Yeah. I've seem to lost all contact with ALL of them. That's just so sad, cos' i transferred sch after Primary 5. Well, I would really love to get back to them asap.. But i just can't find them on friendster.. :(

Ok, something Unexpected happened to me again. *blushes*. Makes me think of her again.. All I can say that is, many things happened to me today. I would really love to talk about it, but i figured that it'll probably take too long.. Haha. I guess i won't be disclosing anything yet. Anyway, today's paper. It's challenging. Well, i hope that it won't be that bad. Cos' I can't really see my A after today's paper. Sigh.. It seems so near yet so far. Last paper to go for Chem. It's extremely important that i do well in it. It's my last chance... Tomorrow is Math and I haven't really studied anything besides the formulae. Crapz.. I need to rush through everything again~

Argh.. I totally forgot about DE today. Sorry!@! I'll make it a point to come online tonight.. Ya. And if i really really really.. really can't make it.. Well I should be able to make it unless.. my dad falls asleep in my room again.~ (>.<) I think that DE will be out tomorrow so it's extremely important that you know what's it all about...
Got to go take a bathe le. *whistles*

2004-09-15T06:08:00.000+08:00

You think you own whatever land you land on
The earth is just a dead thing you can claim
But I know every rock and tree and creature
Has a life, has a spirit, has a name

You think the only people who are people
Are the people who look and think like you
But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger
You'll learn things you never knew you never knew

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
Or asked a grinning bobcat why he grinned?
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountain?
Can you paint with all the colours of the wind?
Can you paint with all the colours of the wind?

Come run the hidden pine trails of the forest
Come taste the sun-sweet berries of the earth
Come roll in all the riches all around you
And for once, never wonder what they're worth

The rainstorm and the river are my brothers
The heron and the otter are my friends
And we are all connected to each other
In a circle, in a hoop that never ends

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
Or let the eagle tell you where he's been?
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountain?
Can you paint with all the colours of the wind?
Can you paint with all the colours of the wind?

How high does the sycamore grow?
If you cut it down, you'll never know

And you'll never hear the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
For whether we are white or copper-skinned
We need to sing with all the voices of the mountain
Need to paint with all the colours of the wind
You can own the earthe and still
All you'll own is earth until
You can paint with all the colours of the wind
You think you own whatever land you land on
The earth is just a dead thing you can claim
But I know every rock and tree and creature
Has a life, has a spirit, has a name

You think the only people who are people
Are the people who look and think like you
But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger
You'll learn things you never knew you never knew

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
Or asked a grinning bobcat why he grinned?
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountain?
Can you paint with all the colours of the wind?
Can you paint with all the colours of the wind?

Come run the hidden pine trails of the forest
Come taste the sun-sweet berries of the earth
Come roll in all the riches all around you
And for once, never wonder what they're worth

The rainstorm and the river are my brothers
The heron and the otter are my friends
And we are all connected to each other
In a circle, in a hoop that never ends

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
Or let the eagle tell you where he's been?
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountain?
Can you paint with all the colours of the wind?
Can you paint with all the colours of the wind?

How high does the sycamore grow?
If you cut it down, you'll never know

And you'll never hear the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
For whether we are white or copper-skinned
We need to sing with all the voices of the mountain
Need to paint with all the colours of the wind
You can own the earthe and still
All you'll own is earth until
You can paint with all the colours of the wind

2004-09-14T18:54:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. I'm really glad that bio paper 2 is finally over. Whew~ I hope i can get at least a B this time ba. Maths was just alright. Darn, made some minor mistakes here and there. I think i lost quite a number of marks le. Sigh..Anyway.. went to Bukit Panjang Plaza this afternoon. Don't really know what I was doing there. I just tagged along. I really enjoyed it though.. Lolx. I'm so blur... *Zzz* haha. *winks*
Cya tonite~

2004-09-13T23:24:00.000+08:00

Well.. another 7 hours of studying in the library.. :). I guess i'm pretty scared.. so I'm working doubly hard this time. I do not want to fail my bio again. Sigh.. which is very very disappointing. Oh.. and I finally managed to get the book -magic the gathering, the shattered alliance today. Woah, I've been waiting weeks for this. Hee~

Surprisingly, Pa left me some food even though I told him not to do so... Hmm.. he's still so caring. *blehz*. Haha. Luckily I didn't eat that much just now, or else I wouldn't be able to finish the food would I? Man, I almost doze off just now. ZzzZ. I guess I'm pretty worn out after days and days of studying.

I don't really know about this. But it's a whole new experience having someone new in your life and I don't really know how to put this into words either...so... haha.. :) Anyway,I've just finished reading my friend's blog update.Yeah, I totally agree. It's really hard to fanthom the phenomenal powers of human mind... Falling down into the bottomless pit really gives me the creeps.. *shivers*. Luckily i always find myself falling onto the bed when i wake up... hehe.
*yawnz*
Sleeping soon le.. Cya~

2004-09-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

Ok, went to the library again to study. I can't believe that i sat there for 6 hours straight. Wahaha. Finished studying the chem core syllabus today.. Phew. Damn tired ah.. Sigh, but still, i'm unable to finish studying my food chem. Blehz.. :p
It's getting late le... Dad's nagging and i'm deadbeatz.. haha. My face.. ! It's not ok now.. looks sorta red.. Eeks. And it's so dry. Aiyoh.. all because of that cream. Hehe.. It's so dry now. But it should go away in a few days or even weeks ba. Bad move zhihan.. bad move...

2004-09-12T09:19:00.000+08:00

Haix.. i'm still thinking about it.. Aiyoh.. like that how to concentrate on my studies.. sigh.. WEll, went to Bp library yesterday to study bio. Lost count of how many times i actually fell asleep over there. Keke. I guess i didn't really have a good nite's rest the day b4 lo. But on the whole, i managed to cover most of my core syallbus topics on bio. Wee~ Now i'm just left with some of the j1 topics like cell structure and biological molecules. :). I'm deciding to go the library today again.. Cos' i don't really think i can concentrate that well at home. Yuppz. I almost froze again, yesterday. Oops.. haha. So today i better bring my jacket along with me le. Why always forget one ah? -.-

Went for a jog this morning. I'm getting FAT! and i mean it. Haha. So i better start working out. Also, running sorta helps me to destress. ^-^y. Before that, went to cy's house to return him his sleeping bag. Well, he had alot of problems. eg. frenz and relationships. So i guess the best i could do was to lend him a listening ear. I hope he's alright. He seems a little stressed up too. Sigh..

Well, i'm looking forward to tomorrow's Chem paper. I want to get over it once and for all. Well, it's not really the last chem paper 3 that i'm gonna have. Just that i don't have to worry about soo many subjects at a time. so here's the plan. Read thru org notes. 2. prepare inorg answers and read thru chem notes. 3. Food Chem revision. I don't really believe in tips. The tutors have given us tips on what to expect for this prelims. But i don't believe in relying on them. You aren't gonna have anyone helping you for the actual A levels. Ya. So i guess i'm not going to think about it lo. Anyway, i also dun have the june and dec. 2003 a level food chem papers. :p

I soo smelly now. haha, better go and bathe le. Ciao~

2004-09-11T06:55:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, don't know what really came over me when it happened. I guess it all happened too fast ba? I was a bit stunned.(only abit) At first i thought that it was just....But it wasnt. For the rest of the time, i was thinking.. Many things seemed to flash across my mind. Tried to suppress those emotions but hehe.. ^-^. Argh.. i just can't stop thinking about it when i'm told not to.. sorry~ ( Haix.. see, i'm up so early le ) :p. Just got another 2 books from the library yesterday after group studying. I'm so hooked on to Jeffery Archer's books. Heh. Yup, and i'm still searching for his books in the library. Crapz.. they're all on loan. Haha...

Then when kai jie and I were going to je mrt station, we met this guy who claimed that he needed 1.50 for his trip back home cos' he had just lost his Ez-Link card. Well.. in the end, ya, we gave him the money. I don't know if it's true or not. But he really seemed sincere lo. Don't look like those con men. He even offered to give us his hp. no. so that he could return us the money. But we turned him down. I don't really want to find out if he's sincere anot. So long as i don't find out, it's ok. Becuase.. i really hate people who are dishonest..

Ok, 2 more days to prelim le. And i've just realised that i've lost my yellow book. SobZ. Just couldn't find it when i got home yesterday. I think i really didn't notice the missing book till i started revising.. hehe. Well, thank god that i'm still attending chem tuition, cos' the notes are really really really helpful. ( Though too many le ). Oh.. forgot.. there's no tuition on monday. Wellz, i better prepare my inorg notes. Depended too much on the yellow book back then.

Didn't know that someone actually feels for me.. Well.. all i can say is to treasure those around you. *winks*
Hmm, i actually feel like going for a run right now. The weather's great!
'Jia you for your A's! Need help come find me k? :P'

2004-09-09T23:36:00.000+08:00

Wee~ going to study with Cherie tomorrow.. Haha. Ok, lemme see, i'm gonna be studying Bio tmr. Bio bio.... my weakest subject. Hmm. Looks like i'm not left with much time already. Well ok.. Gotta reach JE library by 11 am. Promised her that i would be early this time. Heh.. Cos' later no more space le. Well, the early bird gets the worm rite? lolx.
Gee, yesterday, we sorta got chased out by the guard in the library. Cos' of that new ruling lo. "No studying in the reference sections or in any part of the library, except the last level", that's what he said! Argh! I just detest this new ruling totally. It really puts me off. >.< I don't see woodlands library doing that to it's patrons! Hmph! Aiyah.. but what do to. Sianz, got to go by the book. That's why, i'm going early tmr. Kekeke.
Let's hope i get a good studying corner. *prays* ( Hopefully with bean bags as well :P) Oops, gotta get back to Food Chem. Mmmm, foooood~ Argh.. another craving for a night snack.. No! I must stop this. ROFl.
Hmm.. sometimes i just wonder, what am i supposed to do in this life. What is my mission or goal in this life. I really don't know. There are still alot of things which my mind cannot really fanthom at this point of time. Relationships, studies, blah blah.. Issit because i'm not mature enough yet? hahas.. Maybe so.
Ok gtg Ciao~

2004-09-06T23:02:00.000+08:00

I managed to study for 8 hours today.. ZZZ i'm so tired already. Going to sleep already..
But i don't think it's enough, so i intend to go for 10 hours tmr :p . Woah, mr chong gave us a summary on organic chem tonight. He says that it's a summay on everything on organic. Keke! Now i have no need to fear org chem. ^-^

2004-09-03T17:35:00.000+08:00

Hai~ today was Gp.. It was ok actually, compared to the other 3 practical examinations, Haiz.. don't want to talk about them le. Anyway, the holidays are here already!! Y i p p e e! I just love the holidays dont u? Now i have all the time that i want to finish my revesion. Cos' i feel that our timetable is just sooo long lo. Other schools are having condensed timetables already. >.<
Hmm, lemme see. Monday still got Mr Chan aka Snorlax's lesson. Haha.. This one must go.. cos' i feel that he's the best chem teacher around in this sch :p. Well.. That's what i think la.

I still think that i can't finish Bio revesion in time for the prelims. Argh.. headache. There's still the option paper. Darn.. There's just so many things to remember. I wanna insert a chip into my head someday if i do manage to invent one.. Haha.

Hmm, gotta prepare for tuition le. I wonder what he's gonna teach today. Maybe it's those prelim MCQ papers again. Aiyoh.. I'm sick and tired of doing MCQ already lo. I think he should go through paper 2 or 3 for a change.. Haha. Not that i hate him or whatsoever, it's like i always fall asleep during his lessons. (Well, sometimes only..) :p. Sianz, waste money.. Haha. Cannot continue doing this le. [0]-[0] Ciao~

2004-09-02T17:34:00.000+08:00

Haix.. Don't think i did well for today's practical. I sorta misread the question for the design experiment. That cost me 10 marks!! Well. What's done is done. I'm just so fed up.. argh.. >.<

.. DHaix

2004-09-01T01:34:00.000+08:00

Wee` Had loads of fun today during teacher's day celebrations.. haha.. We gave mr tan and mr riduwan a cookie monster and elmo plush. kekeke~ Each.. So cute! The best part was that the plushies were wearing underwears wif their names written on it :p. I really hope that they will like the present.Hmm, after that we went back to DSS to visit our tchers. The juniors are so ke lian, tcher's day celebration still got lessons. aiyoh.. i also dunno what the principal is thinking lo. Haha. Anyway, we got to meet most of our teachers. I even met my senior. I was so surprised that he still remembered me.. but i didn't .. so paiseh lo. He was like talking to me and i was going like eh.. oic ic.. -.-.

Wahha. The whole bunch of us went to BP afterwards to bowl.. So fun~ Anyway, i only managed to get home at around 11pm. Oh no.. Dad's so furious lo.. He stayed up all night just to wait for me to come back. Haix.. Dunno whether i'll be grounded anot..

2004-08-29T08:15:00.000+08:00

Haix... Can't believe that i fell asleep doing the acjc physics prelim paper.. ZzzzZ. I feel as if i'm becoming a pig already. O well, today's a great day. Need to chiong already, or else...hehe.. Hmm, i need to go out to study. Maybe at the bukit panjang library ba. I have too much distractions at home le. The computer, the television,lalalala.....Gotta go bathe le...

2004-08-28T02:16:00.000+08:00

Great! i totally messed up the bio prac.. Haha! serial dilution also do wrongly, then all the readings all wrong le
Sigh,! real sad man. >.< Stressed!!! Haha. Man, our class break record... got the most no. of green forms in a day,cos' all of them skip the math test. Aiyoh.. actually i also wanna skip one. but miss wong spotted us and told us to go back. Heng ah~ Phew.. Ok so today is just not my day.. SobZ. I really wish i could do better for the next 2 practicals. Yeah must score!!!!! I wan my A. Where's it?! haix.. so near yet so far. It's so late le, and i havent finished mr chan's june 2003 paper. Gonna get a scolding from him tmr le.:p

Hmm, still wondering whether to buy the bio book anot( by ho ying keong) dunno if i got the spelling correctly, but the pronounciation is definately there. haha.. It has so many model answers lo.. seems like a nice book but many say that the binding is not good. Haix..............

Woah, got the acjc phy prelim mcq paper today. Man it's tricky and tough. O well, i'm gonna attempt the paper and see how many marks i can get.. Hehe. Well it's getting really late, the sky's all dark.. and i only hear the irritating kopitiam ventilation fan. Wahaha.. It's so quiet outside. Scary sia. Ok, i better get to bed, or else i cant wake up in time for mr chan's lesson le... Chow~

PS: In case i dont see you guys, Good morning, Good afternoon, Good evening, and Good NiTEZ!~!!!!

2004-08-25T19:43:00.000+08:00

Yay! Now i have a new com in my room! haha.. Yeah, then i don't need to fight with my dad for the com le. :P haha! Ok, today, i really tried to do something bad. Tried to skip the math test and sneak back home to study bio. Haix. Things didn't work me ... In the end, got caught by tcher lo.. Miss Wong looked so angry today. REally feel so bad. Haha~ Well, we cant make her too angry. cos' she's pregnant. :) Anyway, after watching the chinese opera, we quickly scrambled back to LT4 to take the test. So paiseh lo.. a bunch of us going into the lt, when everybody had already started about an hour le. Anyway, I tried my best to finish the paper la hor~ Hehe.. In the end, i think i got 53/70, which is ok but not good enough. Still way behind my target. :(

Coming back to the chinese opera, I think i really enjoyed the whole performance. They were too pro! And the costumes were really amusing as well. The best part was MR LOH pretending to be a chinese opera actor. Haha.It was really really super duper funny! Even miss wong's temper subsided.. :P. Jia you mr LOH! I think he can go quit his job to become a chinese opera actor le la. Heh..

Hmm, seating arrangements for the prelim prac is out already. Well, i'm glad to be in the 1st shift so i get to use all the clean apparatus. GrinZ. I really hope that i can do well for the prac.Bio prac is this friday and i haven't finished my revision lo. Don't know what to do, but i think i'll just pia and wait for the outcome. My confidence in bio is sorta low now ever since i scored an O, which is like very pathetic.Sigh..

Hey!, ODAC was doing tree climbing today lo! HAHA! i love tree climbing. Did that during LTC back at labrador adventure centre. I really miss tree climbing. Haha.. I hope they're having fun. ^-^y
O well, i think i better get back to studying le. Chow~

2004-08-23T15:27:00.000+08:00

WOAh! got a surprise today.. haHa. Guess what. I've been living in my block for about 7 years now. And this is the 1st time i saw somebody ( A fren's Fren) living there too. Oh my~ I'm really so blur. Haha.. Y is also in Pjc. Hmm, anyway, don't think i know her well. But just saw her before in school and events lo. That's interesting meeting her in the lift this morning... I think gotta check around my neighbourhood to look out for more pjc students. :p

yum Yum, Just came back from swensens. Hehe! Went wif WL, Mh, Stan, Con. to eat TOPLESS 5! MMM, it's just so wonderful. That smooth creamy chocolate ice cream melting in my mouth. Haha.. I'm in cloud 9. Maybe it's because i don't really get to enjoy ice cream too often. That's why i often go crazy over it. Heh~

2004-08-20T16:46:00.000+08:00

Hmm, don't have much to blog recently. Sigh... Too much work le :p
I think i just caught the olympic fever haha! Stayed up till 3 am last night to watch the table tennis match. Woo~ It was interesting~ Yeah.. Oh my i'm so tired. ZZZzzz, gtg take a nap~

2004-08-14T15:32:00.000+08:00

Eyes on me

Whenever sang my songs

On the stage, on my own

Whenever said my words

Wishing they would be heard

I saw you smiling at me

Was it real or just my fantasy

You'd always be there in the corner

Of this tiny little bar
My last night here for you

Same old songs, just once more

My last night here with you?

Maybe yes, maybe no

I kind of liked it your way

How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Oh, did you ever know?

That I had mine on you
Darling, so there you are

With that look on your face

As if you're never hurt

As if you're never down

Shall I be the one for you

Who pinches you softly but sure

If frown is shown then

I will know that you are no dreamer
So let me come to you

Close as I wanted to be

Close enough for me

To feel your heart beating fast

And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me

did you ever know

That I had mine on you
Darling, so share with me

Your love if you have enough

Your tears if your're holding back

Or pain if that's what it is

How can I let you know

I'm more than the dress and the voice

Just reach me out then

You will know that you're not dreaming
Darling, so there you are

With that look on your face

As if you're never hurt

As if you're never down

Shall I be the one for you

Who pinches you softly but sure

If frown is shown then

I will know that you are no dreamer

2004-08-12T23:16:00.000+08:00

Oo~ feel more productive today.. Haha. Did quite alot of revision during night study. :p Shiok! I think we did Bio and Chem and math! Yay~ i hope that i'll be able to finish my revision b4 the prelims. :)
Feel so naughty today... We sort of left a no. of puzzzling questions on the whiteboard for the j1s tp attempt. Hehe. I presume s16, the fmaths class, should be able to do it la hor? Haha! Going to make their heads crack le.. I think most of them will be stunned to see the whole white board full of questions. Yeah~ Moreover, some are S-paper questions. :p Kk, enouff of pranks. Hmm, still gotta pack for tmr, NitEZ!

2004-08-09T20:16:00.000+08:00

Wat a specatular national day! Wee~!!! I feel so patriotic today.. Haha!! Just finished watching ndp 2004. !! It rox totally. Yeah~ I like jj lin jun jie and kit chan. Their voices... they're just so great~
Tomorrow's still a holiday. Hee~ but i'll be revising for wed's test... 2 tests on wed. MAth and Bio! Oh my.. it's very lame lo. The math teachers say that we're allowed to bring an a4 paper containing all the formulas that we had written on to the examination hall.. Hah! If only i could do that for bio :p
Hehe~ oops. gtg... Buaiz~

2004-08-07T23:58:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, went to kim's house today for steamboat. It turned out to be totally awesome. Good food, great movies, nice people. I'm really glad i gotta bond with the j1s as well. :0 I really enjoyed myself tonight. Whew~, what a long day! Guess it's back to revision mode tomorrow. Haix, my fren asked me to help her out in maths. Still have to go all the way to orchard. :p Haha! But it's ok la.. anyway, we're attending the 'same' tuition. We take the same tuition but at different places... (different branch lo) . Anyway, gotta prepare for tmr's tuition le.. Nitez..

Hmm, i wonder if she's still angry?

2004-08-07T18:14:00.000+08:00

2004-08-05T15:39:00.000+08:00

"Who We Are"

We're the masters of the wind,
We're demons left in howl;
We're the warriors of heaven -
We have heard our weeping call.
We're the keepers and belivers -
Of the only thing we love;
We're the saviours and fighters,
And protectors from above.
In our sky there are no limits,
We are masters of our own;
Loyalty and skill we treasure -
All for one, and one for all.

2004-08-05T15:17:00.000+08:00

I just feel so relaxed today. Don't know why but i just love it. Today's lessons were neither too boring nor stressful. Just the right pace. I just love thursdays. Hmm, still have chem peer tutoring later on at 3.17pm. I'm looking forward to it. :P

2004-08-03T22:06:00.000+08:00

another day at school.. Sianz.. Haha! Can't believe it ah.. my class only 2 people failed bio and i'm one of them. OMG! this is sooo pathetic. Just can't believe it.. Argh.. Just kill me man. Sigh. Anyway, studied at school today. Just hope that everything will do well for tomorrow's TM and electrolysis test. I'm pretty stressed up recently.. haiz, so much homework.. Gonna break down liaoz
ZZZ, oops gtg le.. Cya

2004-08-01T18:35:00.000+08:00

Ok.. they've gone for LTC camp.. Man it's raining so heavily.. i wonder how they are.. Just can't help but to think of their safety.. :p. Haix.. hope they're alright. But i think they'll make it la Right?! WEll, cya guys back in school next fri. I'm looking forward to your return. :-)
Anyway, I went down on Sat to see how the juniors were doing for PLENS and adiperruku.. PLENS was ok but adi.. aiyoh, so many hiccups along the way. I guess mr Kwek was pretty worked up 2. I guess they need to learn, yeah, everybody makes mistakes. But in av, you grow up by making mistakes and correcting them. ( of course, not always making the same mistakes la) haha.. I hope that the club will function as well as last year. :p
Jia you!

Hmmm, I worried about BIO. Hee~ just cant study when it comes to that topic. Too many things to remember. ARgh!@!! headache. -.-

2004-07-28T21:56:00.000+08:00

Yawnz.. It's been a long day again... haha.. I'm so tired.. ZZzzz. another 14 hours non- stop today. :p
Today was the chinese song concert put up by the teachers of pjc. Haha! So farnee lei. I just loved Mr Charlie Chan. :p, He's my teacher ma, must support him! Haha.. And not forgetting Mr LoH, my physics teacher. Oh my, he was so lame. " Nvm if i don't sing well, i "shuai" can already" lolx. -.- Yeah, and i don't feel well today. Tummy ache was hurting all the way after pe till after mr chan's remedial. :( . Hmmm, i think i'm still weak in math. Can't even find the answer for the sum.. I'm so useless. Haha, the both of us ( my junior and I) were trying to solve that tys question.. In the end, i think we just gave up. Haha.. I sux~

Well, i beginning to fall in love with PJC. Hmm maybe in the near future, it may even become my 1st home le. Hee~ No la, just kidding.. Home's still the best. I miss my mummy's cooking. Haven't been going home to eat since the start of this week. Haix.. O well, gtg study le. A levels, here i come!

2004-07-27T21:32:00.000+08:00

Whew, it's pretty rush.. Anyway, i just got home la.. Now, i'm all wet and sweaty. Ya, starting to stink le :p..

haha, anyway, it's fun studying in sch especially when in a group. I just love the interaction ba. However, it may prove to be more of a distraction sometimes la.. Hee. Group studying is actually beneficial as in whenever i teach somebody, i actually get to learn more then by studying myself.

Today, mR dennis yeo gave us a really reeally very enriching talk.. Man, i feel super sad man.. I actually dont have a plan B. Argh! Haha.. He got that idea from charlie's angels full throttle movie. That's interesting. I'm really looking forward to more enriching lectures from mr yeo. Ya, and i wrote down my ambition le. Hee~ Must fufil my dream... :p

Hmmm, it's getting real late le, gtg have my dinner.. *rumbles* oops..

2004-07-24T16:33:00.000+08:00

Hmm, attended Mother tongue day. Hee~ I didn't even know that today was MT day. Haha, probably because i was too busy? anyway, i really enjoyed myself today.. so paiseh, i didn't even manage to complete the word.. :( , i'm so blur...

Well, AGM's this monday. Yeah! finally, i've waited long for this day. Kekeke, i'm sure the club will be in good hands. :-) Got to go for now, still have to prepare my AGM speech.. eeks~

2004-07-23T17:01:00.000+08:00

It's been a long tiring week. Homework, tuition, peer tutoring..... Well,i just feel really worn out especially these few days. Anyway, peer tutoring was really fun and enriching as well. Now, i have 3 duties under me le. Hehe. Well, i think my chem has improve ever since i became a peer tutor. I guess that teaching really does help. Hmmm, maybe i'll become a teacher in the future. Haha. It's fun especially when the holidays arrive. :p. Well, but i guess teachers are really stressed up too. Just look at miss yap.. She's so old le.. aiyoh.. don't really know whether she can tahan anot lei.. Everytime during bio lesson, .. sigh..

Anyway, the A levels are coming and i've decided to sign up for the night study programme. 6-9pm. Sounds really long. o well, sacrifices have to be made.. Learnt my lesson.. And i don't want the same thing to happen again like what happened to my social studies...

Mum's gonna bring us out tonight to watch IROBOT. Wee~ Well, i gotta relax one way or another right? haha.. I'm a slacker. :p

2004-07-21T07:29:00.000+08:00

oo, blogging in school.. hehe, sigh, recently, i just dont have enough time to go online le. :p .. AFter wat mr kwek said.. haiz. So i've decided.. no more using the com.. Won't be blogging too often either. :(

Gtg for morning assembly le. Cya~

2004-07-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

Whew, it's finally over! 8 months of hard work has finally paid off. hee~ Yeah, now i can concentrate on my studies le. I feel that i have been neglecting it la.. So sianx.. Must pia already. Or else i won't make it pass this A levels. haha.. It may sound ridiculous but it's true.. You reap what you sow lo.. Hmmm, next Sat is AGM le.. still need to prepare my speech. Hehe. Le che la..

Had a great time today. Yuppz! Mr chia and miss seah gave us a treat at sakae sushi! Heee~ Yum Yum! Well, after that, Aloy, Collin and I went to watch King Arthur. What a great movie! AWw man, too bad 3 of the knights died in the end.. So sad.. Sobz. I really admire their bravery and honour. Must learn from them le. :p

Don't know if we had made the right choice anot.. Choosing somebody as the vp of the club. I'm really disappointed in him lo. Gave him a post le what more does he want?! What an ambitious guy. He's not happy with his post as VP!? Hmph! Then don't be la!... This is too much.. I have a feeling that the club is gonna split after we step down... Sianz ah! I don't want history to repeat itself again.. Well.. the only thing man learns from history is not to follow history.. Haha. I wish i could do something about it.. Lemme think.. Maybe i'll...

Looking forward to school on Monday.. Yawnzzz

2004-07-15T20:00:00.000+08:00

haix... still in school. Gonna rehearse soon le.. Finally after sat, its all gonna be over, den i can concentrate on my studies le. Don't think i did well for this mid year exam. Wats the use of a b b o? haix. Can't believe i actually failed my bio. 4.5 upon 40! wow! amazing... :p..
hmmm, gtg le. rehearsal's starting soon...

2004-07-11T22:09:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, i finally went down for the youth member division meeting today.. Haha, Well, these few days, Farrend, my senior has been pestering me to attend this session lo.. And i have also been giving alot of crappy excuses.. Well, i guess he finally got me to go down and have a look. Yupp. The atmosphere was great. Got to meet members from all over singapore down at the senja centre. Hehe, i guess my faith was renewed after that meeting.. Yeah, What that guy said was very true. Faith is very important to us.... Well, i shan't go on le la.. So lor so.. haha

Anyway, was late for the meeting because of that session. It was supposed to end at 3.30 lo.. But it eventually ended at 4.30. Haha. Had loads of fun down there. There were dances, songs, drum performances. I really enjoyed myself today. La la la..
Hmmm, gtg le. Dad's nagging again.. Haix

2004-07-10T19:34:00.000+08:00

Whew! Just came back from wee jian's house.What a long day, i'm exhausted! Anyway, left for school early this morning, still feeling awfully tired, but i don't have a choice do i? Haha, Attended the WITs presentation, to help out as AV people again, as our fellow J1s were busy preparing for their listening comprehension today. Tsk tsk, almost had a major cock up today, but we managed to salvage the situation. Heee~ But i really felt bad for one of the groups. Our technical fault sort of put them at a disadvantage compared to the other teams.. Haix.. Sorry lei~ *SobZ* Well, in the end, my previous secondary school got 2 awards... But i don't think the student's team deserved the award. Yeah. It was crappy... Ok, talked to Mr Riduwan, and in the end, we decided to condemn the gooseneck mic forever! Muahahah, cos' it was the one giving us all the problems all along.

Sianx, really felt tired after the whole event. Slacking at Teck Whye Mac for 2 hours even made me more lethargic.. Argh... Was day dreaming the whole time... lolx..
The meeting with wee jian and mr chia and aloysious today was really a fruitful one. We managed to complete many things and stuff like that, so ya, really felt a sense of achievement. :) ZZzz, my mum is nagging me again le.. Haix. Gtg le, ByeZ

2004-07-07T18:15:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, it's been a year since i took up this skill named Reiki. Well, it may sound ridiculous but this art of 'Reiki' actually does help people! Well, it's true... It's sort of a healing method where you put your palms over the affected area and just leave it there. Of course it's not instant healing la.. :p , Well, i have been practising it for over the past year but not on others, just myself. I really changed alot, yup, used to feel damn cold when i stayed in an air conditioned place for too long. Now, I'm ok! Ya, and many other ailments were cured as well. :) Really sounds ridiculous huh!?

When i told my classmates about this new skill.. they sort of gave those "Duhz" look.. Sigh. Anyway, guess how much the whole thing cost my dad. $360 bucks! and that was discounted price lo.. Haha. So expensive. The full price is at $600. Yup! Eh, i'm not promoting this but.. you just gotta believe me.. I was skeptical about this course when i first took it up. But gradually i got to believe in it. Just wanted to pour out my feelings..

Sigh, i can't go out with my classmates for steamboat tonight. Well, gotta finish the editing tonight. Tomorrow, Esther's gonna take a look at our 'masterpiece'....

2004-07-06T16:32:00.000+08:00

Whew! the Exams are finally over... For now.. Haha~ Sigh, the prelims is only 2 mths away! Oh my.. Followed that is A level's le.Soon i'll be enlisted into the army le.Haha, i'll all my friends and most importantly my bed. :p Haha, School starts on Friday, yeah so for now can slack a bit.

Oh.. almost forgot.. Still have to complete the video.. Sianz~ STressed.. Totally forgot about it till now. Ooo, k gtg le.

2004-07-01T17:53:00.000+08:00

Went to celebrate grandma's birthday yesterday~ yummy! haha.. so much food. oh food glorius food~ :) Ate so much that i almost had a tummy ache.. hehe. Really enjoyed myself yesterday. Enjoyed so much that i didn't revise much for bio :(
Sigh.. Today's definately not a good day to begin with. So suay! Left for school this morning.. Just as i reached phoenix lrt station, it began to rain! Rrrr! And that left me stranded in the HDB flats for like 20 mins? haiZ.. Should have brought an umbrella along with me.. Hmmm anyway, reached school.. wet and sweaty. Didn't have to time to clean up before the math paper. Maths was ok la.. should be able to pass.. but i wanna get an A. I think this is the only subject that has the highest "probability" of me getting one.. haha. Really don't know..

Was almost dead after maths.3 hours of thinking was draining away all my brain juice.. Sigh, no more brain cells le :p Haha, but not to worry, replenished my energy with a plate of delicioussssss chicken rice~

Bio paper was a total flop, but the mcq was ok. Even slept for 15 mins till this irritating wasp woke me up from my sweet dream! argh.. it landed on my head. EeKs.. lolx
Ya, paper 2 was the killer.. SobZ Wrote until my hands wanna break already.. Haix, still couldn't manage to finish the whole paper. Darn!

Haha.. gotta get back to studying le. REally envy those who are having their last paper tmr! Hah..

When love beckons to you, follow him
Though his ways are hard and steep.
And when his wings enfold you,
yield to him.
Though the sword hidden
among his pinions may wound you.
And when he speaks to you,
believe in him.
Though his voice may shatter your dreams
as the north wind
lays waste the garden.
----Kahil Gibran

*latest song update* ---- Gu dan bei ban qiu by Ou de yang~

2004-06-29T13:18:00.000+08:00

Wow, everybody has been real busy nowadays. Guess it's the exam mood... Anyway, sat for that stupid chem paper yesterday! Made a number of careless mistakes. Argh.. I know i'm not immune to them, but can't i reduce the number of mistakes made.. :( Don't wanna talk about it le.. the thought of it makes me sick :p
Hmm, tomorrow's Physics paper 3 le. Hope i'll do well this time.. hehe. Really disappointed in my physics from last year till now, it's one of my weakest subject, even though i go for tuition. That proves how much i suck in physics.. haha. But somehow i still like this subject. :) Still wanna become an engineer~ Yeah, my ambition lo..
By the way, i'm really happy today, got to get top positions in 2 neopets games~ hee!@! links to my high scores are over here~ ya! By the way, my nick is liubei_86, send me a neofriend invitation if you want to, hehe.

My 'Wack a neopets staff'high score!!!~

My 'Trouble at the neopian bank' high score!!!~

Well, enough of games for today. Gotta get back to studying le. Good luck guys!

"As sweet and musical
As bright Apollo’s lute, strung with his hair;
And when Love speaks, the voice of all the gods
Makes heaven drowsy with the harmony."
William Shakespeare

2004-06-26T19:24:00.000+08:00

Sianz, mid-year examinations are coming already. Sigh. So suay-i don't feel well too. How to study siaz.. Zzzz . I've not been working out lately so i presume i'm getting fat le. :p .. Sianz, went for a run just now, and my timing was bad too.. :(
Hmmm, let's see, went to celebrate fren's b'day yesterday, so i had lunch at Mac, then later after tuition had dinner at b.k.. Maybe it's due to the food ??! Haha.. i really don't know. ZzzzZz lalalalala~
okay, got to get back to studying already, so i'll stop here..

2004-06-25T08:31:00.000+08:00

test

2004-06-22T00:40:00.000+08:00

*Yawnz*, it's so already and i'm still mugging for tomorrow's mock test. Sigh, life's tough. Hehe~ By the way, Dad got us a new LCD monitor to replace the old one. Thanks Dad! That monitor was about to spoil already.. haha. The colours kept changing.. eeks! I'm only left with a few more chapters to study, hope i can make it in time :p. Ya, i know "grabbing buddha's leg at the last minute" or should i say "studying at the eleventh hour" is not the best solution. But i've got no choice. :( haha..
Anyway, i got to see my grandparents again today! However i got to wake up super early today. I think i woke up at around 7.30 am. Sounds quite late le hor? But i slept at around 2 plus last night.. :) Got to go over to their house in Whampoa to collect the dumplings. Man, they were heavy. Haha.. but of course, they tasted great too!

Dumpling festival is coming le hor? hee~ I wish i got to taste their home made dumplings every year. I must be dreaming! *bashes head against wall* Actually, they're getting old le. I don't know how long more can i get to see them. :( Well, i wish them all the best, most importantly, good health. Yeah.

Today's tuition was the worst! *Fed up* Man, the teacher was late for an hour or so. hehe. I don't really blame him la. Anyway, we also took the opportunity to study for our math! lolx. I wonder what's his reason for being late. He didnt want to share it with us. :P I presume it's personal, because i saw his "wife" in his car when we left. I'm too curious i guess, or even paranoid, or something like that la. Haha, curiosity killed the cat, so i figured i better not probe into this matter. Thankfully he volunteered to postpone the lesson to Fiday, or else everyone would kill him. Haha. "lame" -.-
But now the problem comes.. Friday's Joyce's birthday. Hmm, i want to celebrate with her lei. Cham, the tuition make up is from 2-4 pm. Hmm, maybe celebrate in the morning? :P
Hmmm........

Coming back to math, i hope i can do well for tomorrow's test. It should be a gauge of my standards i guess.. Well, i'm down to the last two chapters le. They're giving me a headache cos' i didn't really attend the lectures. KEke.. All my fault la. Sigh.. And i still don't understand the chapter on sampling theory. Hmm. Guess i must burn midnight oil tonight already. Hah.. It's been like this for a few nights already. And everytime i always fall asleep. And only wake up at about 3 plus to 4 to switch off the lights. Ooops! Lolx. Why am i so forgetful? Hehe.. Well, i better get back to mugging le. For all the people out there, good luck for the upcoming mid year examinations, and most importantly your A levels!
As they say
"A Journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step."
Let's begin our "journey" to success! ( For thouse who have already started. Don't give up! )

Hmm, this is my longest blog ever. Haha! Hope you don't get bored reading it.. :P Well, gotta go for now! Tata~ ZZzzZZ ^-^

2004-06-20T08:41:00.000+08:00

ARIES MAN
He always let other people walk in front of him, but he will get there first. He is a very careful guy and small obstacles won't make him fall easily even he thinks life is a very serious matter. He is as romantic as any other Zodiac. He could look gentle, but inside he is as strong as steel. Once he determines to do something, he is serious about doing it well. He will keep any pressure or insult deep down inside without showing emotion. You will never see his emotion of burden or disappointment and always wonder what he thinks or feels. He will well-kept his feeling!

You will never see a guy in this Zodiac involving in other people business. He always concern with his own business. Sometimes he can be talkative, but he will never give anyone advice if he has not been asked. If you ask for advice, he will certainly give you one. He respects elderly and senior, so you will see he is the type who visits his parents steadily or often.

He is a slightly shy but also a stubborn person. He will find many ways to make you happy when you are with him, till you realize he is the important person for you.. Once he is in the "Power Position", he will use his power gently. He is a good leader and "Gentleness" is one of his effective methods for exploiting his power. It is although he is borne to be a leader. He never hides his ambition, and he is a workaholic. He will not take any position that he has no control. He will work very hard to reach his goal and satisfaction.

Compliments from his boss or superior are never enough for him, he wants his
deserved reward. His deep insecurity makes him reach and collecting valuable things, and this you may think he is stingy. Actually he could easily spending money to buy things, traveling or pay for things that makes him happy and he think necessary for his need. He care what other people think of him and want to get good comments or compliments.

Outside he looks like stone and steel, but inside he is a fragile person. He will hide and cover up weak emotion and his sadness in order to maintain and keep up his "Image". One method of cover up you could easily notice is suddenly if he is quiet, cold, or act very strong or very secure. Often, he feels insecure, even he is serious about his life and his own surrounding.

This is the man who never hurries to get marry, so hardly sit back and regret about his marriage later. If he gets marry, he need to be very certain and very sure. It will take a long time for such decision, so if you tell him that you are "breaking up", you better forget him for good because he will never coming back.

He always keeps his promise. If he said he will meet you in your place in 2 hours then he will be there, unless there is a serious accident or unavoidable things happen. He hates people who are late for date or any appointment.

He likes to think woman should be a follower and take care of family and working is a man duty. He does not like to compete with his girl friend or his wife at work because competition already exists with himself and other people. He will be very proud if he can afford and care for his family. Do not try to over power him or insult him, he can not stand it. He likes to be in control of every things, every situations.

He like a "Classy Woman", if she also comes from a good family then it is a Plus. It will make him feel proud and very ego about her status. Flashy type of woman, forget it. He like a perfect or a nearly perfect housewife. He tend t o be possessive. He will not tell you if he is mad at you, but will act very moody to show you instead.

He likes to hear sweet word and compliment so you can get his interest that way. If he approaches you to ask you out, do not act too stubborn or fooling around too much. He will get tired and just disappear. He has to feel confident when he is around you, so knowing this fact you should know what to do, right!

If you want him, you have to make him feel like he is the most important person for you. He likes a kind hearted woman, polite and can get along with his family. When he feels sad, do not leave him alone, but be very supportive. Kind words and your smile will win him over, so this strong man will be like a chicken in your palm.

Woah... very true about me lei! hehe.. i wonder who wrote this? :p

2004-06-19T00:38:00.000+08:00

Gonna meet the other teams tommorrow! Oh my goodness, i'm so nervous. And i don't think i'm really prepared for tomorrow's presentation. :p . Just finished doing the powerpoint presentation. I really hope that they won't mind? Haha! Looks like it's back back to the "old" days, where we slog for our project work. Hehe~ Brings back old memories. :)

I still remember the group staying back late at my house to finish the pw file. Last minute work always like that one. lolx. We kept printing and collating stuff. Woah, that was one day i would never forget.

I'm nervous... Don't know how the other people from hcjc and MI are gonna rate me? haha. Maybe i'm just over-reacting? Had stage fright when i was young. :p Now i'm just hoping that everything goes well tomorrow~ Wish me luck =D *Prays*

2004-06-16T15:34:00.000+08:00

Went back to school today to finalize the ex-co. These year's
LTC is gonna be great! Only if i could go this year.. haha! (Overseas expedition). Man, i'm really jealous! :p No wonder there's only vacancy for 60 ppl... :( sigh..

NS is down to 2 years. Woo hoo. Hurray! But i don't know if its a good thing or bad thing.. :( . What if we get more things to do in the camp? haha. I'm scared that they'll give us more stuff to do to make up for the shorter time that we're gonna spend in NS. Hehe~

Gonna celebrate my grandparent's b'day tomorrow~ I'm soo looking forward to it! haha.. Finally, i get to meet them :P I must admit that i was very busy this holiday.. I really feel so bad for not visiting them for such a long time.. Sorry ah gong!

This Sat is the meeting with the other JCs le.. Sigh, collin has medical check up and can't make it. That leaves me, wj and aloysius( the guys )... I hope that i'll be able to finish the updated proposal in time :p .

"Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear. For I wear a thousand masks that I am afraid to take off and none of them are me. Pretending is an art that's second nature with me, but don't be fooled, for God's sake don't be fooled. I give the impression that I am secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, Within as well as without, That confidence is my name and coolness my game; That the waters are calm and I am in command, And that I need no one. But don't believe me, please."

2004-06-13T23:37:00.000+08:00

The camp is finally over.. Finally, i can take a break :P. Haha, can't imagine that i slept more then 10 hours after the camp. Hee~
Got to bond quite well with the j1s during the camp. And i must say, they are quite enthusiastic as well! Just look at them go. Haha! Scenario after scenario, man, they must be sweating badly. Haha. Anyway, the camp was loads of fun! Really enjoyed it to the fullest. :)

Sigh.. i haven't really studied for the midyear. and the project is still ongoing. This is real bad.. Time is not on my side. Well... sometimes i really wished that i didn't have a com, so that i could concentrate more on my studies. Yeah.. Can some one just smash my com for me? haha!

Gotta go le, still have NS Medical checkup tmr. Sianz..

2004-06-09T21:54:00.000+08:00

A very true conversation which we always hid in our hearts and
never say
it out until...............
If you see me walking the road with someone else
It's not because I like his company
Its because you're not brave enough to walk beside me.
If you hear me talking about him all the time
Its not because he pleases me
Its because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat
If you feel me falling with someone new
Its not because I love him
Because you're not there to catch me fall
If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
I too don't know where the road is going
Are we gonna cross each other's path
Or just completely turn around?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound
Don't let me walk with him
It's you I want to walk with
Don't let me talk of him
It's you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for him
It's you I want to fall in love with.

THE ANSWER"
When you thought I wasn't brave enough to walk beside you
I was behind you every step of the way
Still filled with awe because of the beauty that stands before
me
When you thought I was too deaf to hear your heartbeat
I didn't want to assume anything
And I was afraid to lose our friendship
When you thought I wasn't there to catch you
It was because you never gave me the chance
You never reached the bottom, you've already grabbed a branch
f you feel like you are nowhere, I too am lost
I too don't know where the road is going
Are we just going to turn around,
Or are we gonna cross each other's path?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?
Don't let me walk alone
I want to walk by your side
Don't let me talk of something else
It's you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for someone else
It's you I want to fall in love with.

*~Life is not a rehearsal. You don't get a second chance when you live.~*

Sigh... Are we all like this?

2004-06-08T10:18:00.000+08:00

Busy busy busy... That's all i gotta say for these few days! Man, i really wish that i could just chuck everything aside and just get to sleep :p. Went the production centre yesterday with aloysious to choose some music for our video. Spent around 4 hours over there.. hehe. But it was fun listening to all those awesome sounds and effects. Yeah!
Went out later to check out the new jurong community library. It was definately worth the trip. Just look at all those facilities and study corners! woo hoo! I'm planning to go there to study one day. Hehe.. It's great~ and you can even enjoy your tidbits inside! Omg! That's extremely beneficial for such a great eater like me.. :p
We also went to watch troy! It was a spectacular performance by brad pitt! woo hoo! i love him :p. Go archilles go! Yeah. Was worth the money. Every single cent :) Didnt really liked the ending though.. sigh.. why must they all die?... sigh.. Gonna get sick soon, after eating that whole tub of popcorns... haha.. *sneezes*. Down with a sore throat already.. haha..

2004-06-04T00:17:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging for quite some time now... Quite busy recently. Hee~ Wa, this editing job is so tedious! Can die just by looking at the monitor for 8 hours a day.. sigh. loz! But i've got no choice i have to finish editing my segments by mon! :) Then i can concentrate on my studies :p. I feel that my studies have been neglected ever since i took up this project. Yeah... But what to do? Sigh.. Must learn from my teacher~ he studied 14 hours a day for 3 mths and aced his prelims. Muhahahaha! I wanna try that too! hahaha.. hopefully i can be as successful as him. Hee~

Haven't been jogging recently. I'm getting fat! :p Must go jogging on sat. I learnt from my bio lectures today that some people feel relaxed when they jog due to the release of some special hormones. Maybe i'm just that person. HAha! Some say eating chocolates give u that feeling too. Yummy! But i think i'll stick to the former.. haha! Dont wanna get so fat so soon :p

Hmmm, but i've been training my chin ups~ hehe.. my personal target is 20.. sigh.... 5 more to go! i CAN do it!!! =D
Tomorrow is the organic chem test already.. Haven't studied for it yet. I'm dead~ Well, i don't think i'm gonna do well for this mid year exam. But we'll see about that when the time comes! :)

Sigh..so many people getting sick lately ah? I think it's due to the weather.. Quite heaty! People, must drink more barely water k! ( Or luo han guo water )hee~

*yawnz* Signing out for now.( Yeah, I'm gonna continue editing tomorrow )

2004-05-29T14:54:00.000+08:00

Went to watch The day after tomorrow yesterday. I must say that i was super impressed by the special effects. Imagine half the world being covered in ice!! Yeah! back to the stone age already :p. Haha! Learnt that we cant take our earth for granted, because one day, we may end up like that. :( I hope that it doesn't ever happen.. :) Ya, we must learn to save our earth... Global warming....... Sigh......

Anyway,i'm so slack today.. haha, REst DAY!! Weet~ i love it when i get to slack. Sigh, its back to school on monday.... I guess i'll be in school almost every single weekday ba.. So sianz. Ya, and midyear exams coming already le.. Sigh. What to do??!!!! lolz. Hope i figure out something soon. :p

2004-05-27T20:00:00.000+08:00

Woo! Released early todae!! yeah! This is the only day i get to relax. Today was fun! haa! Mr William hung gave us a performance. lolz! "I believe you can score!, i believe you can get the As!..."
O my goodness, so damn funny! Haha....... Thought of taping it down.. that moment. Too bad i didn't bring my cam, sigh...... :p

I think i need to rebuild my physics foundation. Not stable at all... aiyoh, so shaky. Did the physics mcq paper today. Woah, it was tough.. Didnt manage to complete the 30 questions in an hour. Somemore, still got so many wrong! What's happening to me nowadays?! tsk tsk....

2004-05-26T22:06:00.000+08:00

Wah... freaking out already....... so tired these days.. sigh.. Sianz, i think i got the lowest for my physics test in class. :(
only got 24/30! oh my goodness! And i'm the last already. Sigh.
So busy with so many things nowadays. No time to really revise for my mid year exams. I'm doomed!!!! No!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Still have to complete my training manual, editing, proposal planning for the project launch.. WAh! This is the first time i've got so many things to do in my life! Not bad eh~ Haha. Finally got a chance to prove myself! I'm an opportunist! :p Sigh...Feeling down lately. Don't know why either. Sigh......

I'm still feeling so stressed! Lets see how much more i can take.. Muahahahah! I'm going bonkers! *knocks head against wall*
*ouch!*

2004-05-25T18:38:00.000+08:00

Haha!!!! Blogging in school now! Yeah. :p. so Sianz now, tomorrow is the last pe lesson of the term le, and it's already the last Mass Pe lesson of the year! :-(
Speaking of handphone bills, i also exceeded mine.. Lolz. Dad also start to nag at me.. :p. Ya, i know.. money is not free, but... Haiz.. also dunno la..
I guess when i start to earn my own money then i'll know how precious it is. Yeah, everybody has to learn the hard way some way or another.. Today is such an eye opener for me. Today's morning assembly was so great! The string quartet came down today to perform for us! Wow!!!! i was like going "waaaaaa". They were professionals from Singapore. It's just so amazing, their music talent is so awesome! I think i'm gonna get their CD when it is released :p The J1s are going to enjoy this performance on Thursday.. HAhha, so guys, remember to bring your tape recorders down on Thursday!
So infuriating lor. Now Singnet comes up with a 1500kbps plan. which is only like 68.25 a mth. !!! argh... now i have to wait another 1.5 years before i can change my broadband plan... So sad.. Sigh.......

2004-05-24T06:02:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging for some time now. Super Busy... why why why? haiz.. Miss Seah asked if i and wee jian can cope anot.Sianz, why did i go and say yes?! lolz. My form teacher asked me that too. And... i said yes again. Aiyoh.. I guess i'm Who u call mr "ok".haha everything also yes yes.. Hmmm, cos' some of the teachers of the J2s complaining that their students need more time to study... :-(. How... like that how to finish this project.. Sianz.. Haha, lets hope the J1s can help us out with this.

Saturday was Science day, can't say i enjoyed much.. Was spending time lecturing the j1s. Nincompoops! Why can't they just something right!? haiz. so disappointed. Sigh! Haha, then the major cock up came, during the talk! Now, the projector in Lt 4 cant work le.. *Sob*

Yesterday was The Big WALK! YEah! Went alone in the morning to take a bus to Dhoby Ghaut. Waited so long for 190.. aiyoh, almost missed the shuttle service. Sianz, i had to get up like 4.30 am. ZzzzzZZ. haha, i miss my bed :p Went there, didn't expect to meet my mom's fren.. haha. Such a coincidence. Anyway, the big walk was loads of fun! and i get to exercise too! :p. Was so tired when i came back.. haha.Hmmm, got a chem prac book on QA(qualitative analysis) for Serena. Highly recommended by my Chem teacher! Hope that its useful! Fell asleep at 8 pm le.. Aiyoh! Didnt even do my homework lei! How !!!!!! hahaha................................Sigh!

Now its mon morning..... *YawnZ* Its so cooling after the rain! :) Gonna meet up with the J2s today. Sianz.. Meeting at 5pm. I think Miss Chia is coming today also.. :p. Well, gotta get going to prepare for school ya. Signing out!

2004-05-20T23:31:00.000+08:00

Woah, its so late and i'm still bloggging.. haha, just cant get to sleep yeah.. Just came back from my friend's house. Went over to his house to study.. haha, in the end, we ended up watching anime instead. Haha, i've known him since pri 6 now. He's not bad, but too bad he went to ITE. Even so, we still keep in contact :) Wa, when i saw him, i was like "omg" his muscles so big lor.... haha. Ya, he told me went for body building. Guess his hard work really paid off... hahah!

Today's editing was fruitful, we finally managed to sort of finish editing Kenneth's segment. Yay~ I'm sort of happy la. But horz, still got the other parts to finish.. haha. Moreover, Miss Seah said about the sharing session. Haiz.. so paiseh, still must go and interact with other colleges. :P Hmm, i sort of disliked some of the J1s who were in the AV Room today. They were quite rowdy. Didnt like it at all... :( What i feel is that they treat the com there like no body business man... wa, want to d/l wat also can.. I'm afraid that it may get Mr Riduwan into trouble. Don't want that to happen!

Haiz, i just pray everything will be fine and smooth. :)
This Sat is science day. Looking forward to it!!!