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Tuesday, September 02, 2008



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Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Everything was fine until just now!!!!!! Damn fed up la.. Quarreled with my dad again over a game.. haha.

Come on la, it's just 2 times a week from 8pm - 10pm.. The worst thing is u play halfway he ask u off the com. WTH!

Its like giving candy to a child and then taking it away from him. >.<

Totally spoiled my entire day!

Poot Poot head signing off! =x


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Saturday, July 12, 2008

As promised! My 1st Wala Wala Chilling Session!! Woots! Cheers!

















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Woots, I'm up and blogging now because i cant sleep cos of a freaking irritating tummy ache!!!!!!!

Supposed Cause of Tummy Ache: Chilled Chocolate milk + Char Kway Teow!!

Lol, so guys, please dun ever eat this after a 7km run! :P

Hmm, someone called me @ 1 plus just now. Woots Congrats man! :P
Talking about relationships, i cant say that i have alot of experience in that area but its something that i would like to share. I mean here's what i noticed la, for some of my friends and I have experienced, it starts of with the usual meeting and chatting and then the best part! Holding hands! Haha, i still remember the time i held Cherie's hand.. It was back then in JURONG EAST LIBRARY. Woots, how romantic was that?

Haha!!! But still, things progressed pretty quickly and here's where i am now! hee hee.. ^^

The same goes for my colleague la. It's a freaking small world in SG i tell u! His GF is actually from the same JC as i am, somemore same batch de!!!!!! WTH..
Guess what, he also held her hand, and things progressed from then on! O_O Amazing? I don't know, but I'll let you guys be the judge! =P

Word of Advice for guys: Fight for the one you love! I don't mean literally getting into brawls or real fights, but stand up and have to courage to do things that you never thought was possible. Dun be some passive sloth and laze around hoping that the relationship will get better! ha ha! :P

Alright, I'm heading off to bed. Dear Lord, Please relieve me from this horrible tummy ache.......


I'll upload my Wala Wala Outing pics as soon as i'm done with this aching!! OMGGGGGGGG heeeeeelppppppp

*MEOW* |-)


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Tuesday, July 08, 2008

A short Blog before i leave for work!

Things to DO:

1. Need to start reading up on my year 1 chem Eng text book / CD-ROM. (back to basics!, cos if your foundation is rotten like shit, GG)

2. Find another running partner just in case! (Cos my current one loves to slack =P, *always account for variable change ya know! XD)

3. Communicate more with my parents (I hate talking to my DAD @ times, >.<)

4. Stop Cherie from being addicted to DOTA! ^^

I just love the morning Breeze! *Brrr* Cold yet refreshing!


Signing off,
Han the Slacker!


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Sunday, June 29, 2008

I'm still recovering from a flu/ blocked nose! Man that sucks..

Gonna be back at work tomorrow. Tons of stuff that I just wanna say out here right now, but nah.. don't think its appropriate to do so. Something about results, expectations, relationships, etc.. =.=

Last but not least, I need to save up 3k for my year-end trip to KOREA/JAPAN.. T.T
Tuition?? We'll see about that. XD

Chilling on a Sunday Morning~


Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would bring me back to you
That someday it would bring me back to you

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave

Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave

But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I’m calling out to you
Singing someday it’ll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself home to you

And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow?


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Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Finally started on my marathon training! Ran 8.14km in 1hour and 9 minutes~~ Not a bad timing for beginners but can be improved la... hehe. Oh my, another 7 days before i start work.. One side of me is telling me not to work, but another is telling me to go for it! (because of the money?? hahha! My piggy bank is depleting like its jugular vein's been severed! lmao!)Anyway, I just did a personality test. Here's the results. Peace!


Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results
Sociability ||||||||| 30%
Aggressiveness ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 92%
Assertiveness |||||||||||||||||| 51%
Activity Level ||||||||||||||||||||| 69%
Excitement-Seeking ||||||||| 29%
Enthusiasm |||||||||||||||||| 51%
Extroversion |||||||||||||||||| 53%
Trust |||||||||||||||||||||||| 73%
Morality |||||||||||||||||||||||| 75%
Altruism ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Cooperation ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 96%
Modesty |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 87%
Sympathy |||||||||||||||||| 59%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||||||| 76%
Confidence |||||||||||||||||| 60%
Neatness |||||||||||| 36%
Dutifulness ||||||||||||||| 45%
Achievement |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 85%
Self-Discipline |||||||||||| 38%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 33%
Orderliness ||||||||||||||| 49%
Anxiety |||||||||||||||||| 59%
Volatility |||||||||||| 31%
Depression ||||||||| 28%
Self-Consciousness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 76%
Impulsiveness ||||||||||||||||||||| 67%
Vulnerability |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Emotional Stability ||||||||||||||| 48%
Imagination ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Artistic Interests |||||| 13%
Introspection |||||||||||||||||||||||| 72%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 80%
Intellect ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Liberalism |||||||||||| 38%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||| 55%
Take Free Advanced Big 30 Personality Test
personality tests by similarminds.com




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Sunday, June 08, 2008

Many things happened today.. Was on the bus this afternoon and i was reading the book Wild at heart.. It just so happened that i touched on the topic of scars. I never expected the Father figure to play such an important role in the upbringing of a child, be it guy or gal! Made me reflect on my own familiy background also. Cos you see things are like this.. I, supposedly an Arian, grew up to be a "yes" man.. with no opinion of my own. (so not arian like lo, extrovert become introvert!) Guess what, it's caused by the upbringing of my Dad. He doesnt praise me when i get good grades in school, doesnt support any of ur ideas or comments that you want to share with him. And no talking back to him in any way! No wonder i become like that la! But as Cherie explained to me.. life is imperfect~

I can't really hate my Dad for being like this.. because everyone is flawed. We were flawed to begin with, never perfect. I don't know why, but thinking back into my past is making my eyes all teary again. Crap! Guys cant cry! =S How i wished that there was someone who just understood me. Gave me encouragement when I really needed it.. but no there was no one (the least i expected from my DAD). Every thing you say is being shot down and replaced by his OWN opinions. Once in a while, he'll just comment:

"look la, your friend is doing better than you la. Going poly is better than JC. Go JC no use, poly 3 years come out + 2 years uni, is even faster!" Makes me even wonder why i went to JC in the 1st place.

Come on la, that's not even a compliment or wat lo! Always comparing me with the neighbour's sons la, daugthers, cousins. So now, it seems that i'm someone who strives for results? Why? Cos' maybe i'll feel more accepted by my frens i guess? But the truth is, i just want to be accepted by my DAD. With my current CAP of 3.0, I don't think im anywhere near 2nd class honours la. I wonder what his reaction would be if he knew that my CAP this sem was sucky as well... ZzZ. (super sad la)

But but but! Results are not everything (dunno who say one, quite a few ppl said that to me liao) and I can forsee a tough time ahead of me in Uni! But i know that i'm not alone anymore~. How good if life was a bed of roses! =hyper Work hard zhihan! Nothing is impossible! Rawr!



PS: Dad, i know that you'll never read my blog (cos i didnt give you the link anyway =PpP) But just to let you know that I love you! /kis


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Tonight its very clear
As were both lying here
There's so many things I wanna say

I will always love you
I will never leave you alone


Sometimes I just forget
Say things I might regret
It breaks my heart to see you crying

I don't want to lose you
I could never make it alone

Cause I am the man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that your dreamin of
Gonna live forever
knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love

You keep me standin tall
You'll help me through it all
I'm always strong when your beside me

I have always needed you
I could never make it alone
1 2 3 4!

Cause I am the man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that your dreamin of
Gonna live forever
knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love

Just like your knight in shining armor
From a long time ago
Just in time I'll save the day
Take you to my castle far away
Yea!
I am the man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that your dreaming of
Gonna live forever
Knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love

(repeat 3x)