Sunday, June 29, 2008
I'm still recovering from a flu/ blocked nose! Man that sucks..
Gonna be back at work tomorrow. Tons of stuff that I just wanna say out here right now, but nah.. don't think its appropriate to do so. Something about results, expectations, relationships, etc.. =.=
Last but not least, I need to save up 3k for my year-end trip to KOREA/JAPAN.. T.T
Tuition?? We'll see about that. XD
Chilling on a Sunday Morning~
Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would bring me back to you
That someday it would bring me back to you
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave
Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I’m calling out to you
Singing someday it’ll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself home to you
And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow?
Gonna be back at work tomorrow. Tons of stuff that I just wanna say out here right now, but nah.. don't think its appropriate to do so. Something about results, expectations, relationships, etc.. =.=
Last but not least, I need to save up 3k for my year-end trip to KOREA/JAPAN.. T.T
Tuition?? We'll see about that. XD
Chilling on a Sunday Morning~
Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would bring me back to you
That someday it would bring me back to you
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave
Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I’m calling out to you
Singing someday it’ll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself home to you
And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow?
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2:04 PM
Wednesday, June 18, 20082:04 PM
Finally started on my marathon training! Ran 8.14km in 1hour and 9 minutes~~ Not a bad timing for beginners but can be improved la... hehe. Oh my, another 7 days before i start work.. One side of me is telling me not to work, but another is telling me to go for it! (because of the money?? hahha! My piggy bank is depleting like its jugular vein's been severed! lmao!)Anyway, I just did a personality test. Here's the results. Peace!
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4:30 PM
Sunday, June 08, 20084:30 PM
Many things happened today.. Was on the bus this afternoon and i was reading the book Wild at heart.. It just so happened that i touched on the topic of scars. I never expected the Father figure to play such an important role in the upbringing of a child, be it guy or gal! Made me reflect on my own familiy background also. Cos you see things are like this.. I, supposedly an Arian, grew up to be a "yes" man.. with no opinion of my own. (so not arian like lo, extrovert become introvert!) Guess what, it's caused by the upbringing of my Dad. He doesnt praise me when i get good grades in school, doesnt support any of ur ideas or comments that you want to share with him. And no talking back to him in any way! No wonder i become like that la! But as Cherie explained to me.. life is imperfect~
I can't really hate my Dad for being like this.. because everyone is flawed. We were flawed to begin with, never perfect. I don't know why, but thinking back into my past is making my eyes all teary again. Crap! Guys cant cry! =S How i wished that there was someone who just understood me. Gave me encouragement when I really needed it.. but no there was no one (the least i expected from my DAD). Every thing you say is being shot down and replaced by his OWN opinions. Once in a while, he'll just comment:
"look la, your friend is doing better than you la. Going poly is better than JC. Go JC no use, poly 3 years come out + 2 years uni, is even faster!" Makes me even wonder why i went to JC in the 1st place.
Come on la, that's not even a compliment or wat lo! Always comparing me with the neighbour's sons la, daugthers, cousins. So now, it seems that i'm someone who strives for results? Why? Cos' maybe i'll feel more accepted by my frens i guess? But the truth is, i just want to be accepted by my DAD. With my current CAP of 3.0, I don't think im anywhere near 2nd class honours la. I wonder what his reaction would be if he knew that my CAP this sem was sucky as well... ZzZ. (super sad la)
But but but! Results are not everything (dunno who say one, quite a few ppl said that to me liao) and I can forsee a tough time ahead of me in Uni! But i know that i'm not alone anymore~. How good if life was a bed of roses! =hyper Work hard zhihan! Nothing is impossible! Rawr!
PS: Dad, i know that you'll never read my blog (cos i didnt give you the link anyway =PpP) But just to let you know that I love you! /kis
I can't really hate my Dad for being like this.. because everyone is flawed. We were flawed to begin with, never perfect. I don't know why, but thinking back into my past is making my eyes all teary again. Crap! Guys cant cry! =S How i wished that there was someone who just understood me. Gave me encouragement when I really needed it.. but no there was no one (the least i expected from my DAD). Every thing you say is being shot down and replaced by his OWN opinions. Once in a while, he'll just comment:
"look la, your friend is doing better than you la. Going poly is better than JC. Go JC no use, poly 3 years come out + 2 years uni, is even faster!" Makes me even wonder why i went to JC in the 1st place.
Come on la, that's not even a compliment or wat lo! Always comparing me with the neighbour's sons la, daugthers, cousins. So now, it seems that i'm someone who strives for results? Why? Cos' maybe i'll feel more accepted by my frens i guess? But the truth is, i just want to be accepted by my DAD. With my current CAP of 3.0, I don't think im anywhere near 2nd class honours la. I wonder what his reaction would be if he knew that my CAP this sem was sucky as well... ZzZ. (super sad la)
But but but! Results are not everything (dunno who say one, quite a few ppl said that to me liao) and I can forsee a tough time ahead of me in Uni! But i know that i'm not alone anymore~. How good if life was a bed of roses! =hyper Work hard zhihan! Nothing is impossible! Rawr!
PS: Dad, i know that you'll never read my blog (cos i didnt give you the link anyway =PpP) But just to let you know that I love you! /kis
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12:07 AM
Friday, June 06, 200812:07 AM
After much consideration and discussion with my parents and online mates, I've finally decided to give up on the job vacancy at Nokia Service Centre.. Lol, I don't know if I've made the right choice. O well! who cares?! wahahah! XD
Come to think of it, I should have just regected the agent la. I'm too desperate for a job liao lo! Maybe it's cos' my parents have been nagging at me to get one!
Agent: Hi Zh, I've got a job vacancy @ .... the working hours are blah blah blah..
Zh: ooo *wa so long working hours*
Agent: Ya, and you have to work over the weekends. Are you keen on trying out?
Zh: Yes!! sure! *without going thru my big fat mind 1st* <--- kee siao!
Agent: ok! I'll transfer you to my other colleague handling this job vacancy, its at tampiness...
Zh: Oh ok.. sure np! *without hesitation again!* <--- hyper madness!
Agent: ok!.. cya tmr then. BB
Zh: BB!
What was I thinking back then? Haha! Anyway, I hope that the agent will give me another job la... Sian 1/2. O-o, I went for another run this morning!!! The distance was about 3km and as usual, run halfway lose steam liao! Rawr! I need a running partner >.< to give me motivation.. :P After the run, I did some 6 minutes Abs exercise which I found on youtube. Proved to be quite effective ~.~ *Too effective until my abs are aching. Lmao!
Should start on my vocal training ASAP! =lala
Come to think of it, I should have just regected the agent la. I'm too desperate for a job liao lo! Maybe it's cos' my parents have been nagging at me to get one!
Agent: Hi Zh, I've got a job vacancy @ .... the working hours are blah blah blah..
Zh: ooo *wa so long working hours*
Agent: Ya, and you have to work over the weekends. Are you keen on trying out?
Zh: Yes!! sure! *without going thru my big fat mind 1st* <--- kee siao!
Agent: ok! I'll transfer you to my other colleague handling this job vacancy, its at tampiness...
Zh: Oh ok.. sure np! *without hesitation again!* <--- hyper madness!
Agent: ok!.. cya tmr then. BB
Zh: BB!
What was I thinking back then? Haha! Anyway, I hope that the agent will give me another job la... Sian 1/2. O-o, I went for another run this morning!!! The distance was about 3km and as usual, run halfway lose steam liao! Rawr! I need a running partner >.< to give me motivation.. :P After the run, I did some 6 minutes Abs exercise which I found on youtube. Proved to be quite effective ~.~ *Too effective until my abs are aching. Lmao!
Should start on my vocal training ASAP! =lala
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9:40 AM
Tuesday, June 03, 20089:40 AM
I've Been reading this new book by Jeffery Archer.. So boring.. haha. Zzzz. Need to find more books! I think i'm going down to the library soon to find some books on investment~ incase i end up in the banking/ finance line next time round.
Today's WOE rocked again! We pawned Malice most of the time. 3 Guilds vs 1 and we still won! I'm so proud of my character.. wahahha :P Gonna start running tomorrow morning, maybe 5 km 1st ba =x , better not run too far unless i want my lower back to start aching again! ^^
Should i run when i get back home?? haha.. I'm MAD~~~~
Today's WOE rocked again! We pawned Malice most of the time. 3 Guilds vs 1 and we still won! I'm so proud of my character.. wahahha :P Gonna start running tomorrow morning, maybe 5 km 1st ba =x , better not run too far unless i want my lower back to start aching again! ^^
Should i run when i get back home?? haha.. I'm MAD~~~~
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10:10 PM
Monday, June 02, 200810:10 PM
Woo hoo!
Cherie's back finally! LMAO.. Had a one to one talk with her last night. Seems like she's still too obsessed with her religion la. As such, she even wanted to return to me the ring i bought for her. WTH! Since i already gave you, then keep it lo.. why want to return to me.. ZZZZ. Quite upset la, but still, I have gone thru' worser times, so i held back my tears and said "no Zhihan, you cannot cry" or something like that =x.
Then came the weird part. She said, she had done too many wrong things blah blah blah, and don't deserve to keep the ring.. and has since set a new criteria. That is, her BF has to be a Christian and must be at an equivalent or higher standard than her! Obviously, i didn't fit into her new profile, so I was naturally out. Sian Man! After all these 3 years! Well, of course i didnt give up la... Tried to coax and reason with her la...
Don't know the outcome yet, but i just hope that she'll change her mind. I'm still trying to search the Bible part which says, oh your BF has to be a christian as well! Lame~ She said that she had consulted all her friends from the church in hongkong, and all of them said the same thing! Dammit! So many voices against one. How to win!
Anyone have any experience with this please email me k!!
Lame Agency! They haven't replied me since Friday. RAWR! I just called them up, and they mentioned that they would get back to me again! Sigh!, Looks like there's no work today. No job = no money. I'm feeling so POOR!
Ok! enough of ranting liao.. Later write some 1000 word essay.. Haha
/sign off!
Cherie's back finally! LMAO.. Had a one to one talk with her last night. Seems like she's still too obsessed with her religion la. As such, she even wanted to return to me the ring i bought for her. WTH! Since i already gave you, then keep it lo.. why want to return to me.. ZZZZ. Quite upset la, but still, I have gone thru' worser times, so i held back my tears and said "no Zhihan, you cannot cry" or something like that =x.
Then came the weird part. She said, she had done too many wrong things blah blah blah, and don't deserve to keep the ring.. and has since set a new criteria. That is, her BF has to be a Christian and must be at an equivalent or higher standard than her! Obviously, i didn't fit into her new profile, so I was naturally out. Sian Man! After all these 3 years! Well, of course i didnt give up la... Tried to coax and reason with her la...
Don't know the outcome yet, but i just hope that she'll change her mind. I'm still trying to search the Bible part which says, oh your BF has to be a christian as well! Lame~ She said that she had consulted all her friends from the church in hongkong, and all of them said the same thing! Dammit! So many voices against one. How to win!
Anyone have any experience with this please email me k!!
Lame Agency! They haven't replied me since Friday. RAWR! I just called them up, and they mentioned that they would get back to me again! Sigh!, Looks like there's no work today. No job = no money. I'm feeling so POOR!
Ok! enough of ranting liao.. Later write some 1000 word essay.. Haha
/sign off!
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