haiz.. dunno whats happening to me.. my grades are falling.. fast! Just realized how far i'm left behind.. Sigh.. Why is this happening to me?

Anyway, gonna watch Van hel sing next fri! Woo hoo~ I love him! He Rocks!

Ran this morning.. Waited for beck.. In the end, i started running 1st.. So bad of me.. Feel like punching myself.. Ar Bish~ *ouch*. Tried to run with her when she came but i was totally exhausted. I think i only managed to run another 2 more rounds with her. I'm useless! haha.

Hey, thanks Serena for consoling me.. ~ :p I wont forget u and neither should u.. haha. Dont forget me k?.. haha

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Hmm blogging in school now yeah~ Just ran yesterday.. hmm not bad.. 3.2km in 15 min and 34 secs.. But Still, i feel that my timing sux. Ha. Wanna be good as my fren.lolz.
Tmr is the filming already. Hope that everything goes well.. please? :)
Haiz.. why did mr chan didnt allow me to a chem peer tutor.. hmmm maybe he did that for my own good.. haha
So, i signed up to be a math peer tutor.. haha. :P. i love to teach. maybe i can be a teacher some day. Who knows.. haha. Gtg review the script. signing out for now!

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Went to run this morning~ .. timing maintained lo.. 10.58.. haha i think only 1 sec diff from last time i ran..... 1 sec improvement? omg! lame.. hmmm but considering the distance i ran.. hee. it was 2.48 km,haha more by 80m ... Napfa test is coming already.. must train harder! yeah! Still looking for a training partner :p.
Haiz.. gtg study already... how i wish there was no school...haha..
Looking forward to school on Mon!

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Went down to ETD today... Really learned alot of things today... especially about production! Was so impressed with miss esther tan calling the shots. Man, i gotta make her my Shi niang already.. haha. Miss Chia also gave us all the encouragement that we needed..

All of us laughed while reviewing the rehearsal scenes... yup.. Really happy today.
College day was a bore... No performance no nothing! argh.. why did they make it so low key.. really disappointed.. haiz...... however there was the good food in which i really helped myself to it! haha! I'm a pig *oinkz*. I really love good food yeah~

My my... poor Vanna white fell down today... hope she gets well soon! or else the filming can't start. :p. Lets pray,everyone, ok? Really sad to see a friend suffer.. Hmmm, i wonder what can i do?

(Best friends never tell each other that they are best friends, they just know)

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haha its so late liaoz........ 1.18 am!! omg.. going to become father panda bear tomorrow.. :p

anyone my friend introduced me to this link. Nice flash animations. You gotta check this out. :)

Some korean flash!!

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Sigh, keep editing and editing... but i cant seem to finish editing. Argh.. So frustrated..how, how.. cant let my team mates down!Still thinking on how to solve the camera shots... Tomorrow is the chem test already and i haven't even touched on a single tys question. What am i to do? Ok.. prepared to pay $3.50 ( fine for 'failing' chem test) already... Can't bear to see my lunch go down the drain.. haha. Anyway, its for charity, so i dont really mind. :p

Hmmm, today jon invited me to join his CIP group. haha , so honoured.. yippee~, we're going to do CIP at CCK community library from 12 june to 13 june. :) . Though its my first time doing library CIP, i think i can handle it la... Hee~. Ho ho ho, another 8 hours to our CIP record. :)


Meaningful lyrics: (PJC opening ceremony musical)

I gave my all my everything, for my love i hold so true...
But if not everything, what am i do do??
I love him like no other..... forever there'll be no other.....
But if his heart belongs to somebody else....
I'll give all my blessings to them.......

Signing out for now
Zhihan aka Liubei

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Last beautiful girl(matchbox 20)


This will all fall down like everything else that was
This too shall pass and all of the words we said
We can’t take back

Now every fool in town would’ve left by now
I can’t replace all the wasted days
The memory of your face - can’t help thinkin’

Maybe if we ever coulda kept it all together
Where would we be
A thousand lost forevers
And the promises you never were giving me
Here’s what I’m thinking

It won’t be the first - heart that you break
It won’t be the last - beautiful girl
The one that you wrecked - won’t take you back
If you were the last beautiful girl in the world

Tell me one more time
How you’re sorry about the way
This all went down - you needed to find your space

You needed to still be friends
Needed me to
Call you if I ever couldn’t keep it all together you’d comfort me
Tell me but forever
And the promises I never should have believed in
Here’s what I’m thinking

It won’t be the first - heart that you break
It won’t be the last - beautiful girl
The one that you wrecked - won’t take you back
If you were the last beautiful girl in the world

It’s over now - and I’ve gone without
Cuz you’re everybody else’s girl
It seems to me - you’ll always be
Everyone else’s girl
Everyone else’s girl

This will all fall down
Like everything in the world
This too must end
And all the words we said
We can’t take back

It won’t be the first - heart that you break
It won’t be the last - beautiful girl
The one that you wrecked - won’t take you back
If you were the last...

It won’t be the first - heart that you break
It won’t be the last - beautiful girl
The one that you wrecked - won’t take you back
If you were the last beautiful girl in the world

The last beautiful girl in the world
You are the last beautiful girl in the world
Beautiful girl

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Really busy today.. Don't know why... I really feel like slacking today. Oh my, what am i thinking? Ar bish~
Tomorrow is the meeting with ETD officers again. Haven't seen them for quite a long time already.Let's hope everything goes well tomorrow. Worried about my club. Not enough people to handle the j1s tomorrow. Haiz, make my members suffer...
Today, i found out that Mr Queck is also quite lame lo.. Hah. He must be very very happy today because the volleyball team won RJC. Yeah go pjc ! Of course what, his favourite sport is volleyball. Lolz.
Ok, got to go for now. Tons of homework to accomplish. Hehe. Signing out for now.

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Hmm the tag board is working fine lei... :P. Maybe i'll revamp it some other time.

Haiz, so much homework today! Still struggling to finish them. I dread it when i face those maths problems which i cant solve! argh! So frustrated. Spent half an hour stoning there like a rock staring at the question. haha. Kept pressing my calculator too.. still couldn't get the answer in the end. Gosh* i sux..

Still have a rehearsal tomorrow evening. By then i think i'll be damn tired because its after Mass pe. Guess i need more rest now.... But i haven't finished my bio...

Napfa test is coming soon. Have to train harder! Must beat my 2.4km timing. I think i should be able to get a silver award this year. But i'm still aiming for gold. I'm too slow i guess. The last time i ran, my timing was only 10.59 which was like 3 points only. So disappointed. Like this how to get into commando.?! Need to finish 7.2km in 42 mins.. Haiz......
Moreover, i have to beat Rebecca's timing lo. She's so fast! Gosh.


Signing off for now.

Zhihan aka liubei

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Gareth gates(Foolish)

Love is a drug and I feel like getting high
One last fix with a kiss is worth risking suicide
'Cause I'm living for the mo I'm living for tonight
I clean forgot she left me paralyzed

When I'm touching her hand
It's a blast from the past

See the strong deja vu, yeah I know it won't last
She turns me on I can't just go on a fast
Keeping my mind off her is one mighty task

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Wat a surprise to have met Gao lu tonight. Dunno what had happened to her these few months? haha. Now i finally saw her online at msn! She's really enjoying life. Learning driving, playing the piano, etc.. really envy her man. Well i just found out today that she is now in China. That explains why.. haha. Always thought that she looks chinese when she first joined pjc during the first 3 months! Really miss her. Well i wish her all the best in her studies! Good luck gal! Poly starting soon worx.. haha. Work hard play hard!
By the way guys dont drool over this pic k? haha. Look below yeah~

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testing only ah. trying to insert pics into my blog hehe.

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Phew, finally managed to complete my blog. Hope its ok~. Test!

Today was meet the parents' session. Had to go to school in the morning to set up. Quite bored. Ah then i forgot to buy the morning papers! Forgetful me! My parents are in Malaysia shopping and stuff like that. It's too bad they cant accompany me to collect my result slip... Was surprised that the other AV members got me a cake today. Quite a surprise eh? hehe. I'm beginning to LOVE them even more. Argh, was made to pull out 18 candles with my mouth. The candles tasted horrible.. YUCKS! But it was fun. They later found out that the cake that they had bought was quite sour, but i found it ok. (Haha i love to eat everything). So, they went to change the cake for me. So thoughtful of them. :)

Haha, poor Mr Riduwan. He was so busy filming my belated birthday celebrations, in which he intends to make it into a short video clip. Yeah! Maybe i can help him to edit it too. I would really love to do that. Hmm, felt the same joy as on Friday too. My friend, Serena gave me a really nice T shirt! Thanks! I really love it. Hmm, maybe i'll just frame it up for memorance sake. Hehe :p. I have to thank another friend of mine too who also remembered that it was my birthday. We had dinner together at Westmall, Mac.Awww.. So elated on Fri.
I wont want to forget this birthday. I'll remember it forever. Yup!

Checked my mail today. Found an email by Miss Chia from ETD. Ho ho ho, the filming is starting soon and we have to finalize the script. I really feel quite bad for not helping out much in this project. As in i only contributed quite little to the script. Argh, i hate myself..... :( . I have decided.... in order to make up for it. I'll edit the clip wholeheartedly with all that i can do! I think i have to forgo my SCIENCE course... which is really important to me. I guess i cant have the both of two worlds, can i ?? Haiz.. I really wished that i could go for this course. Its really fun learning about the life sciences. Moreover so many of my classmates are going too. I really miss them man. The filming clashes with this life science course. So i guess i'll have to let it go..................... why?! Why did they have to put the course on Wednesdays where i have CCA and ETD filming. This is real bad.. But, what can i do? I think they call this FATE? I wont resign to it though.

Going to look through at the production script once more. So that i will be prepared when we go down to ETD. Gosh, i have so many things to do. Especially the journal Miss Chia asked us to do. Oh my, i have to consult Gervin on this. He's the pro man. Heh. I'm really looking forward to the rehearsal on this Monday. I really hope that we can finish filming by 28th April. and editing by june! That will leave me some time to study lo.. I don't think i have much time left either. Haiz..... I'm just praying that 'god' will give me enough time to prepare for my A levels.... Can't let my parents down can i? :)
Must keep telling myself that i can do it!( Thanks Serina for helping me change the mindset that life sux! ) Rofl. I guess i've been influenced my classmates. Most of their motto is that life SUX! haha. Looks like friends do have some influence on me.

Oops, look at the time now. I've got to get going to look through the script already. Haven't touched on my homework. doomed? I beg to differ. haha! Lets see what i can do to salvage this situation. Signing out for now.

Zhihan Aka liubei

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Getting late now. Well this is my first bloc. It's time for some major revamp. So for now, this site is still under construction. Yup. Tune in for more stuff after I have done up my bloc. :p
Signing off
Zhihan Aka Liubei

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