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Tuesday, June 29, 2004

Wow, everybody has been real busy nowadays. Guess it's the exam mood... Anyway, sat for that stupid chem paper yesterday! Made a number of careless mistakes. Argh.. I know i'm not immune to them, but can't i reduce the number of mistakes made.. :( Don't wanna talk about it le.. the thought of it makes me sick :p
Hmm, tomorrow's Physics paper 3 le. Hope i'll do well this time.. hehe. Really disappointed in my physics from last year till now, it's one of my weakest subject, even though i go for tuition. That proves how much i suck in physics.. haha. But somehow i still like this subject. :) Still wanna become an engineer~ Yeah, my ambition lo..
By the way, i'm really happy today, got to get top positions in 2 neopets games~ hee!@! links to my high scores are over here~ ya! By the way, my nick is liubei_86, send me a neofriend invitation if you want to, hehe.

My 'Wack a neopets staff'high score!!!~


My 'Trouble at the neopian bank' high score!!!~


Well, enough of games for today. Gotta get back to studying le. Good luck guys!


"As sweet and musical
As bright Apollo’s lute, strung with his hair;
And when Love speaks, the voice of all the gods
Makes heaven drowsy with the harmony."
William Shakespeare



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Saturday, June 26, 2004

Sianz, mid-year examinations are coming already. Sigh. So suay-i don't feel well too. How to study siaz.. Zzzz . I've not been working out lately so i presume i'm getting fat le. :p .. Sianz, went for a run just now, and my timing was bad too.. :(
Hmmm, let's see, went to celebrate fren's b'day yesterday, so i had lunch at Mac, then later after tuition had dinner at b.k.. Maybe it's due to the food ??! Haha.. i really don't know. ZzzzZz lalalalala~
okay, got to get back to studying already, so i'll stop here..


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Friday, June 25, 2004

test


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Tuesday, June 22, 2004

*Yawnz*, it's so already and i'm still mugging for tomorrow's mock test. Sigh, life's tough. Hehe~ By the way, Dad got us a new LCD monitor to replace the old one. Thanks Dad! That monitor was about to spoil already.. haha. The colours kept changing.. eeks! I'm only left with a few more chapters to study, hope i can make it in time :p. Ya, i know "grabbing buddha's leg at the last minute" or should i say "studying at the eleventh hour" is not the best solution. But i've got no choice. :( haha..
Anyway, i got to see my grandparents again today! However i got to wake up super early today. I think i woke up at around 7.30 am. Sounds quite late le hor? But i slept at around 2 plus last night.. :) Got to go over to their house in Whampoa to collect the dumplings. Man, they were heavy. Haha.. but of course, they tasted great too!

Dumpling festival is coming le hor? hee~ I wish i got to taste their home made dumplings every year. I must be dreaming! *bashes head against wall* Actually, they're getting old le. I don't know how long more can i get to see them. :( Well, i wish them all the best, most importantly, good health. Yeah.

Today's tuition was the worst! *Fed up* Man, the teacher was late for an hour or so. hehe. I don't really blame him la. Anyway, we also took the opportunity to study for our math! lolx. I wonder what's his reason for being late. He didnt want to share it with us. :P I presume it's personal, because i saw his "wife" in his car when we left. I'm too curious i guess, or even paranoid, or something like that la. Haha, curiosity killed the cat, so i figured i better not probe into this matter. Thankfully he volunteered to postpone the lesson to Fiday, or else everyone would kill him. Haha. "lame" -.-
But now the problem comes.. Friday's Joyce's birthday. Hmm, i want to celebrate with her lei. Cham, the tuition make up is from 2-4 pm. Hmm, maybe celebrate in the morning? :P
Hmmm........

Coming back to math, i hope i can do well for tomorrow's test. It should be a gauge of my standards i guess.. Well, i'm down to the last two chapters le. They're giving me a headache cos' i didn't really attend the lectures. KEke.. All my fault la. Sigh.. And i still don't understand the chapter on sampling theory. Hmm. Guess i must burn midnight oil tonight already. Hah.. It's been like this for a few nights already. And everytime i always fall asleep. And only wake up at about 3 plus to 4 to switch off the lights. Ooops! Lolx. Why am i so forgetful? Hehe.. Well, i better get back to mugging le. For all the people out there, good luck for the upcoming mid year examinations, and most importantly your A levels!
As they say
"A Journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step."
Let's begin our "journey" to success! ( For thouse who have already started. Don't give up! )

Hmm, this is my longest blog ever. Haha! Hope you don't get bored reading it.. :P Well, gotta go for now! Tata~ ZZzzZZ ^-^


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Sunday, June 20, 2004

ARIES MAN
He always let other people walk in front of him, but he will get there first. He is a very careful guy and small obstacles won't make him fall easily even he thinks life is a very serious matter. He is as romantic as any other Zodiac. He could look gentle, but inside he is as strong as steel. Once he determines to do something, he is serious about doing it well. He will keep any pressure or insult deep down inside without showing emotion. You will never see his emotion of burden or disappointment and always wonder what he thinks or feels. He will well-kept his feeling!

You will never see a guy in this Zodiac involving in other people business. He always concern with his own business. Sometimes he can be talkative, but he will never give anyone advice if he has not been asked. If you ask for advice, he will certainly give you one. He respects elderly and senior, so you will see he is the type who visits his parents steadily or often.

He is a slightly shy but also a stubborn person. He will find many ways to make you happy when you are with him, till you realize he is the important person for you.. Once he is in the "Power Position", he will use his power gently. He is a good leader and "Gentleness" is one of his effective methods for exploiting his power. It is although he is borne to be a leader. He never hides his ambition, and he is a workaholic. He will not take any position that he has no control. He will work very hard to reach his goal and satisfaction.

Compliments from his boss or superior are never enough for him, he wants his
deserved reward. His deep insecurity makes him reach and collecting valuable things, and this you may think he is stingy. Actually he could easily spending money to buy things, traveling or pay for things that makes him happy and he think necessary for his need. He care what other people think of him and want to get good comments or compliments.

Outside he looks like stone and steel, but inside he is a fragile person. He will hide and cover up weak emotion and his sadness in order to maintain and keep up his "Image". One method of cover up you could easily notice is suddenly if he is quiet, cold, or act very strong or very secure. Often, he feels insecure, even he is serious about his life and his own surrounding.

This is the man who never hurries to get marry, so hardly sit back and regret about his marriage later. If he gets marry, he need to be very certain and very sure. It will take a long time for such decision, so if you tell him that you are "breaking up", you better forget him for good because he will never coming back.

He always keeps his promise. If he said he will meet you in your place in 2 hours then he will be there, unless there is a serious accident or unavoidable things happen. He hates people who are late for date or any appointment.

He likes to think woman should be a follower and take care of family and working is a man duty. He does not like to compete with his girl friend or his wife at work because competition already exists with himself and other people. He will be very proud if he can afford and care for his family. Do not try to over power him or insult him, he can not stand it. He likes to be in control of every things, every situations.

He like a "Classy Woman", if she also comes from a good family then it is a Plus. It will make him feel proud and very ego about her status. Flashy type of woman, forget it. He like a perfect or a nearly perfect housewife. He tend t o be possessive. He will not tell you if he is mad at you, but will act very moody to show you instead.

He likes to hear sweet word and compliment so you can get his interest that way. If he approaches you to ask you out, do not act too stubborn or fooling around too much. He will get tired and just disappear. He has to feel confident when he is around you, so knowing this fact you should know what to do, right!

If you want him, you have to make him feel like he is the most important person for you. He likes a kind hearted woman, polite and can get along with his family. When he feels sad, do not leave him alone, but be very supportive. Kind words and your smile will win him over, so this strong man will be like a chicken in your palm.



Woah... very true about me lei! hehe.. i wonder who wrote this? :p



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Saturday, June 19, 2004

Gonna meet the other teams tommorrow! Oh my goodness, i'm so nervous. And i don't think i'm really prepared for tomorrow's presentation. :p . Just finished doing the powerpoint presentation. I really hope that they won't mind? Haha! Looks like it's back back to the "old" days, where we slog for our project work. Hehe~ Brings back old memories. :)

I still remember the group staying back late at my house to finish the pw file. Last minute work always like that one. lolx. We kept printing and collating stuff. Woah, that was one day i would never forget.

I'm nervous... Don't know how the other people from hcjc and MI are gonna rate me? haha. Maybe i'm just over-reacting? Had stage fright when i was young. :p Now i'm just hoping that everything goes well tomorrow~ Wish me luck =D *Prays*


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Wednesday, June 16, 2004

Went back to school today to finalize the ex-co. These year's
LTC is gonna be great! Only if i could go this year.. haha! (Overseas expedition). Man, i'm really jealous! :p No wonder there's only vacancy for 60 ppl... :( sigh..

NS is down to 2 years. Woo hoo. Hurray! But i don't know if its a good thing or bad thing.. :( . What if we get more things to do in the camp? haha. I'm scared that they'll give us more stuff to do to make up for the shorter time that we're gonna spend in NS. Hehe~

Gonna celebrate my grandparent's b'day tomorrow~ I'm soo looking forward to it! haha.. Finally, i get to meet them :P I must admit that i was very busy this holiday.. I really feel so bad for not visiting them for such a long time.. Sorry ah gong!

This Sat is the meeting with the other JCs le.. Sigh, collin has medical check up and can't make it. That leaves me, wj and aloysius( the guys )... I hope that i'll be able to finish the updated proposal in time :p .


"Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear. For I wear a thousand masks that I am afraid to take off and none of them are me. Pretending is an art that's second nature with me, but don't be fooled, for God's sake don't be fooled. I give the impression that I am secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, Within as well as without, That confidence is my name and coolness my game; That the waters are calm and I am in command, And that I need no one. But don't believe me, please."


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Sunday, June 13, 2004

The camp is finally over.. Finally, i can take a break :P. Haha, can't imagine that i slept more then 10 hours after the camp. Hee~
Got to bond quite well with the j1s during the camp. And i must say, they are quite enthusiastic as well! Just look at them go. Haha! Scenario after scenario, man, they must be sweating badly. Haha. Anyway, the camp was loads of fun! Really enjoyed it to the fullest. :)

Sigh.. i haven't really studied for the midyear. and the project is still ongoing. This is real bad.. Time is not on my side. Well... sometimes i really wished that i didn't have a com, so that i could concentrate more on my studies. Yeah.. Can some one just smash my com for me? haha!

Gotta go le, still have NS Medical checkup tmr. Sianz..


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Wednesday, June 09, 2004

A very true conversation which we always hid in our hearts and
never say
it out until...............

If you see me walking the road with someone else
It's not because I like his company
Its because you're not brave enough to walk beside me.
If you hear me talking about him all the time
Its not because he pleases me
Its because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat
If you feel me falling with someone new
Its not because I love him
Because you're not there to catch me fall
If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
I too don't know where the road is going
Are we gonna cross each other's path
Or just completely turn around?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound
Don't let me walk with him
It's you I want to walk with
Don't let me talk of him
It's you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for him
It's you I want to fall in love with.

THE ANSWER"
When you thought I wasn't brave enough to walk beside you
I was behind you every step of the way
Still filled with awe because of the beauty that stands before
me
When you thought I was too deaf to hear your heartbeat
I didn't want to assume anything
And I was afraid to lose our friendship
When you thought I wasn't there to catch you
It was because you never gave me the chance
You never reached the bottom, you've already grabbed a branch
f you feel like you are nowhere, I too am lost
I too don't know where the road is going
Are we just going to turn around,
Or are we gonna cross each other's path?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?
Don't let me walk alone
I want to walk by your side
Don't let me talk of something else
It's you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for someone else
It's you I want to fall in love with.


*~Life is not a rehearsal. You don't get a second chance when you live.~*


Sigh... Are we all like this?


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Tuesday, June 08, 2004

Busy busy busy... That's all i gotta say for these few days! Man, i really wish that i could just chuck everything aside and just get to sleep :p. Went the production centre yesterday with aloysious to choose some music for our video. Spent around 4 hours over there.. hehe. But it was fun listening to all those awesome sounds and effects. Yeah!
Went out later to check out the new jurong community library. It was definately worth the trip. Just look at all those facilities and study corners! woo hoo! I'm planning to go there to study one day. Hehe.. It's great~ and you can even enjoy your tidbits inside! Omg! That's extremely beneficial for such a great eater like me.. :p
We also went to watch troy! It was a spectacular performance by brad pitt! woo hoo! i love him :p. Go archilles go! Yeah. Was worth the money. Every single cent :) Didnt really liked the ending though.. sigh.. why must they all die?... sigh.. Gonna get sick soon, after eating that whole tub of popcorns... haha.. *sneezes*. Down with a sore throat already.. haha..


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Friday, June 04, 2004

Haven't been blogging for quite some time now... Quite busy recently. Hee~ Wa, this editing job is so tedious! Can die just by looking at the monitor for 8 hours a day.. sigh. loz! But i've got no choice i have to finish editing my segments by mon! :) Then i can concentrate on my studies :p. I feel that my studies have been neglected ever since i took up this project. Yeah... But what to do? Sigh.. Must learn from my teacher~ he studied 14 hours a day for 3 mths and aced his prelims. Muhahahaha! I wanna try that too! hahaha.. hopefully i can be as successful as him. Hee~

Haven't been jogging recently. I'm getting fat! :p Must go jogging on sat. I learnt from my bio lectures today that some people feel relaxed when they jog due to the release of some special hormones. Maybe i'm just that person. HAha! Some say eating chocolates give u that feeling too. Yummy! But i think i'll stick to the former.. haha! Dont wanna get so fat so soon :p

Hmmm, but i've been training my chin ups~ hehe.. my personal target is 20.. sigh.... 5 more to go! i CAN do it!!! =D
Tomorrow is the organic chem test already.. Haven't studied for it yet. I'm dead~ Well, i don't think i'm gonna do well for this mid year exam. But we'll see about that when the time comes! :)

Sigh..so many people getting sick lately ah? I think it's due to the weather.. Quite heaty! People, must drink more barely water k! ( Or luo han guo water )hee~

*yawnz* Signing out for now.( Yeah, I'm gonna continue editing tomorrow )


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Tonight its very clear
As were both lying here
There's so many things I wanna say

I will always love you
I will never leave you alone


Sometimes I just forget
Say things I might regret
It breaks my heart to see you crying

I don't want to lose you
I could never make it alone

Cause I am the man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that your dreamin of
Gonna live forever
knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love

You keep me standin tall
You'll help me through it all
I'm always strong when your beside me

I have always needed you
I could never make it alone
1 2 3 4!

Cause I am the man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that your dreamin of
Gonna live forever
knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love

Just like your knight in shining armor
From a long time ago
Just in time I'll save the day
Take you to my castle far away
Yea!
I am the man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that your dreaming of
Gonna live forever
Knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love

(repeat 3x)